Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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For at the eleventh hour before the wedding a great change had taken
place in the plans which Franz had formed for the future. The sacrifice
which he had wished to make in all quietness and secret, for the peace
and the happiness of the family, had not been accepted. When he wrote
his friend in the capital that he was compelled to decline the offered
place as assistant physician in the great hospital, he thought the
matter was settled. But his friend was not the man to abandon so easily
a plan to which he had become attached. He wrote again, and--Franz had
not anticipated this--he wrote to his father-in-law also. Thus the
privy councillor learnt what, according to Franz's plans, was to have
remained a secret forever. He fell from the clouds; but his decision
was formed instantly with all his former energy. When Franz called on
him half an hour afterwards he received him with the letter in his
hand. At this decisive moment Roban found himself once more in the
possession of all his original strength of mind and eloquence.
"Do you not see, dearest Franz," he said, "that this enormous
sacrifice, which you make for my sake with a light mind, and, like all
men born of woman, with a heavy heart, overwhelms me by its greatness,
and annihilates me, so to say, morally? You have sacrificed your
fortune for me. I do not underrate that, I am sure; but many a father
has done that cheerfully for his son, why should not for once a son do
that for his father? But when you refuse this place you sacrifice
something which can no longer be counted and valued. You sacrifice your
whole future. You sacrifice the ambition that fills every noble, manly
heart, to reach the highest degree of perfection in the profession to
which it belongs; but more than that, you sacrifice also what you have
no right to dispose of--your duty towards your fellow-men. To whom much
is given, of him much is expected and much demanded. You will find in
the great city a sphere of action such as a Cæsar would envy, if a
Cæsar could ever comprehend in what the true control over men
consists. You will be there, in reality, what the flatterers in
Rome called a Nero and a Heliogabalus: _decus et deliciolae generis
humani_--ornament and a delight of mankind; for you will make the blind
see, the lame walk, and those who are buried under the burden of their
sufferings rise from the death-bed. And pupils, filled with enthusiasm
by your words and your works, will go forth to every land, and thus
your usefulness will extend infinitely, as that of every truly good and
great man is sure to extend. What you can do in Grunwald, others can do
also. What you can do there, few others can do; and it is right and
proper that every soldier in the great army of progress should march in
his own appointed place in the ranks.
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