Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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As she now turns round, having reached the end of the long walk, and is
coming up again in the pale light of the autumnal evening, she can be
better seen than before. How graceful and light her step is! How
delicately slender her figure appears as she now draws the silk shawl
closer around her sloping shoulders and wraps it around her arms! How
prettily the black fichu which she has tied over her head, fastening it
under the chin, frames the lovely oval of her fair face! And how much
more clearly the expression of goodness of heart, which always made the
handsome face so attractive, strikes the observer now! And yet the soft
brown eyes look so much graver! the charming mouth, whose red lips
formerly looked as if they were made only to kiss and to laugh, is now
firm and resolute. It looks as if the beautiful and noble psyche of the
woman had freed itself of all that formerly held it in chains, and was
now free from the mists of passionate thoughts, lighting up the sweet,
kindly face in all its nobility and beauty as the chaste light of the
moon lights up a soft, warm summer night.
What is she thinking of as she now comes slowly down the walk, her eyes
fixed upon the ground? First of all, probably, of her son, who is
recovering his full rosy cheeks, and growing up so strong and so
hearty, just as Doctor Birkenhain has predicted. She has written to
Doctor Birkenhain to-day to congratulate him and herself on the
fulfilment of his prophecy. Then as she passes a little niche in the
hedge where a low bench is still leaning against a small table--it must
have escaped the eyes of old Baumann--she stops for a moment. On this
bench she sat on that eventful summer afternoon with Oswald, when they
had watched two white butterflies who were hovering on their delicate
wings over the flower forests of the parterre and caught each other and
chased each other and then rose into the blue ether, embracing each
other, then parting again to flutter hither and thither into the green
wilderness. "Will those butterflies ever meet again in life?" she had
asked Oswald; and he had answered: "That may happen, but whether they
meet with the same delight, that is another question." She had not seen
Oswald again since the first night when she left for Fichtenau. If she
should meet him again! She started at the idea, for she felt that she
wished it. Had she not loved him very, very much? Had she not been
unspeakably happy with him? But no! Prudence and pride commanded her to
forget the faithless man who knew only how to conquer but not how to
preserve his conquests.
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