Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"'You have so often and so kindly inquired in your letters after
Professor Berger, dear baron, that it will interest you to hear again
of this extraordinary man, especially after having made his personal
acquaintance here at my house last summer. You may recollect from what
he told you in your conversations with him, that his insanity belongs
to the class of philosophical aberrations, and that he defended his
fixed idea of the absolute non-existence of all things--or rather the
great original Naught as he called it--with all the erudition and all
the ingenuity which he possesses in so large a degree. My hope to be
able to restore this distinguished man in a short time, was
unfortunately ill-founded, and I confess that the method which I
pursued in his case was, perhaps, not the correct one. I intended to
arouse in him, by seclusion, withdrawal of books, etc., a sensation of
weariness and loneliness, and through these a desire to see company, to
exchange thoughts; in one word, a fondness for life. But I had
immensely underrated the fund of inner life which was at the disposal
of my patient. He could have lived for years on the treasures of his
mind, and the only effect of my efforts was, that he gave himself up
more fully than ever to his bottomless, original Naught. Nevertheless,
I still hoped for some improvement, a reaction which I thought could
not fail to arise in so vigorous a mind as Berger's. About that time--I
think it was the very day on which you and Frau von Berkow were here,
and I forgot to tell you in the hurry in which you were, anything about
these matters which interested me deeply--a visitor, who had announced
to me his desire to see Professor Berger, came very _apropos_. This was
a young man called Doctor Stein'"--Oldenburg did not look up as he came
to the name--"'of whom a colleague in Grunwald, with whom he was
travelling, had told me that he had been Berger's favorite and most
intimate friend. I hoped the very best results from this visit--a hope
which I must confess was considerably weakened when I made the
acquaintance of this Doctor Stein. I found him a remarkably handsome,
distinguished-looking man, who, however, in spite of evidently rare
talents and thorough cultivation, seemed to be completely at odds with
the world and himself, as we find this to be the case, unfortunately,
but too frequently, more or less, in our most gifted men, thanks to the
inactive, thoughtless times in which we live. I ought to have been able
to tell myself, if I had maturely reflected, that Berger would not have
attached himself so heartily to this man just before the breaking out
of his insanity, if he had not also been a hypochondriac. But here he
was, and the thing could not be helped now; besides, I had given Doctor
Stein very precise instructions before I allowed him to see Berger, and
awaited with great interest the result of this interview, at which I
was purposely not present. The result was strange indeed.
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