Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Melitta's sleigh, with two powerful bays, was standing before the door
of the Solitude. The men got in; Oldenburg took the reins and the whip
from the hands of the servant, who sat behind, and off they went at
full gallop through the dark pine-woods; out of the woods into the
level land, which gradually falls off towards Fashwitz, and into
the wide snow plain, with its distant gray horizon, and a few
scarcely-perceptible trees and cottages here and there, thickly covered
with snow. The road also was nearly hid, and even the track made by the
sleigh in coming had long been effaced by the storm. It required all of
Oldenburg's familiarity with the country, and all of his skill in
driving, to be able to race as he did through this wilderness, up hill
and down hill, between bottomless morasses on both sides. Not a word
was spoken on the way, and half an hour later the sleigh with the
steaming horses was standing before the door of the great house at
Berkow. They went into the house.
"Will you please, sir, step into the garden-room?" said old Baumann.
He went in first. A lamp was lighted on the table, and in the grate a
fire on the point of going out. The old man screwed up the lamp,
kindled the fire afresh, and then disappeared through the door which
led into the red-room.
Oldenburg was standing before the fire-place, warming his cold hands. A
thousand confused thoughts filled, his mind at once; he walked up and
down the room a few times, and then stood again before the fire.
"Melitta was right," he said to himself. "Before this wrong is atoned
for, I cannot expect any happiness. And how can I make atonement? Is it
not the curse of an evil deed that it brings forth more and more evil
deeds? It was the shadow of to-day which fell upon our souls yesterday
in anticipation. How stupid I was, how blinded by passion, that I did
not understand the warning! Yes, she has an older, a holier right; and
woe is me if I were to disregard this right! It would rise ever and
again and testify against me! But it is terrible that the Furies should
follow us even into the temple where we desire to purify ourselves of
our guilt--even into the sacred shrine which holds our whole
happiness!"
The rustling of a lady's dress behind him made him start. He turned
round, and there stood Melitta, pale and serious, her sweet, fair eyes
shining with the traces of recent tears.
"Melitta," said Oldenburg, offering her both hands, "can you forgive
me?"
"I have nothing to forgive, Adalbert," she replied, placing her hands
in his; "let us bear in patience what must be borne."
They looked silently into each other's eyes for a moment.
"There is still much between us," said Oldenburg, sadly. "I cannot see
to the bottom of your heart."
"That is why we must bear in patience," said Melitta.
Oldenburg let go her hands.
"How is she?"
"She is very feeble: in a state between sleeping and waking, but she
knows me; and she has asked for you several times."
"Is Czika with her?"
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