Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Hermann has taken more pleasure in unpacking his master's trunks than
in packing them on that melancholy day. Oldenburg thinks no longer of
leaving, since Melitta has asked him to stay, and the house at Berkow
holds everything that is dear to his heart. Every day towards dark his
sleigh jingles its bells in the courtyard of Berkow, and the young
widow often appears on the threshold to welcome her daily visitor.
Since the evening on which his child had been restored to him,
Oldenburg has become more cheerful than he has ever been. He seems to
have taken to heart Melitta's words--that it would be best to bear in
patience what must be borne. He knows perfectly well what the beloved
one had meant; he knows why she cannot yet look straight into his eyes
with her own dear, sweet eyes. He is sorry it should be so; but he, who
knows Melitta's noble soul better than anybody else, would have
wondered most if it had been otherwise. Melitta no longer loves the man
who had conquered her heart in an unguarded hour and in a storm of
passion, but the wound which the joy and the sorrow of this love has
inflicted on her heart is still bleeding, and here also time must do
what reasoning cannot accomplish. The peculiar situation in which
Oldenburg stands to Melitta is no doubt of great influence, for the
time, on his whole manner of thinking and of feeling. He has laid aside
the plans for the improvement of the world, which he formerly
cherished, as impracticable, since he has found that he will have need
of all his patience, prudence, and caution to steer the vessel that
bears his own fortune, safely into port. He is all the more interested
now in the management of his estates, and follows the politics of the
day with unwearied interest. He regrets, when the representatives of
his province hold their annual meeting, that he has dreamt away on the
banks of the Nile the time which he owed to his country. Now it seems
to him more important to discover new sources of public prosperity than
those of the Nile. He perceives in his solitude the first traces of
that revolution which is not only threatening in France, but which will
unchain at the first outbreak the fearful thunderstorm that is now
hanging gloomily over his own country.
Melitta takes a lively interest in all his hopes and fears, his wishes
and plans, even in his impatience for the speedy coming of the hour
which he feels must come. She understands it perfectly well that he
wants to go to Paris in order to exchange his new views with his old
friends there. He knows that this time she does not wish him away, but
only thinks of himself, and on this account he decides to go.
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