Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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by the marriage of his lordship with Miss Mary Burton, a young lady
utterly unknown before. But no one was more painfully struck by this
news than Helen Grenwitz. She had been Mary's most intimate friend; she
had always been seen with her, spoken of with her; but, and this was
the bitter thing, she had always been considered the prettier by far
and the more striking, and nobody had acquiesced more readily in this
decision than Mary in her modesty. Mary worshipped her brilliant
friend; Helen Grenwitz was in her eyes an inapproachable beau ideal;
she invariably submitted to her better judgment; and when the two girls
built their castles in the air for the future, Mary built magnificent
palaces for Helen, and contented herself with a thatched cottage by the
side of a purling brook. Helen had accepted this worship as a princess
accepts the attentions of her ladies in waiting. Mary had told her so
often that she was the more beautiful, the more charming of the
two--Helen would have been a marvel of nature if, with her pride and
self-sufficiency, she had been able to resist the effects of this
affectionate worship.
And now it was this humble friend who made such a brilliant match,
which raised her at once to the very highest rank in society, and
actually brought her in connection with more than one sovereign family,
while she--Helen dared not think it out. But now, when an opportunity
offered to escape from this humiliating position; now, when even her
proud mother condescended to proffer a request which she did not dare
present in person; now there could be no doubt any longer as to what
she ought to do; and Miss Bear, who offered her with troublesome
kindness an asylum at her institute, simply did not know how matters
stood at that moment.
When Miss Bear had left her, Helen walked up and down in her room with
folded arms. At last she stepped to the window and gazed into the
autumnal evening. On the sky, heavy dark clouds were drifting slowly;
below them light-gray little clouds passed with the swiftness of
arrows. The almost bare branches of the slender poplar-trees rocked to
and fro in the sharp wind which hissed and whistled through the few
leaves, while a crow came flapping her wings, sat for a few moments on
the topmost branch of one of the trees, rocking restlessly to and fro,
cawed as if the inhospitable treatment was too provoking, and flew away
again. Helen opened the window. The cool, damp breath of evening
brought her the sharp odor of mouldering leaves. The poplars in the
garden rustled louder, and the tall beeches in the park waved ghastly,
and every now and then the low roar of the waves of the sea came in
monotonous intervals far inland.
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