Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The desire to get away from Grunwald, where indeed her position was
every moment liable to be exposed, had of late become a fixed idea with
Emily, and she returned constantly to the danger they were running. She
wanted to enjoy Oswald's love without interruption, and not to pay for
every half-hour spent stealthily in his company with long days of care
and anxiety. So far they had met either in Primula's boudoir, or in
Ferrytown at the house of Emily's old nurse, Mrs. Lemberg, which they
could easily reach as long as the ice held that covered the bay between
the island and the continent. Primula had been initiated into the
secret after Emily's recklessness had once led to a most ridiculous
scene of discovery, and it was characteristic that the author of the
"Cornflowers" had soon overcome her first feeling of jealousy, and
henceforth looked upon this "union of loving souls" as extremely
romantic, and found that the lovers in their helplessness, threatened
by an unloving world, were highly pitiable, and she herself, as the
protector of such an "heroic passion," worthy of all admiration! She
dreamt herself more and more into the part she was playing, and the
subscribers to the "Daffodils," for whose "album" Primula Veris was now
writing her poems, were forced to read long pages about "the twisted
thread of love; the silent, secret doings of secret love, shunning the
light of day;" and especially of the "chaste guardian of the faithful
love." She even warned her readers not to imagine that the latter was
"the moon--the pale virgin," but hinted very explicitly at the meaning.
Primula also favored Emily's plan. "Flee, my children," she said, "from
this rude Cimmerian sky to milder skies, away from these wild cyclopses
and soulless ichthyophagi! Amid snow and ice even the blue cyane cannot
thrive, much less the red rose of wild love."
Oswald was not so blinded that he could not have seen the insanity of
the project, but he was pleased with the adventurous nature of the
plan, and he was dazzled by the hope of thus ridding himself at one
blow of all the troubles that beset him, no matter what the blow might
cost. Finally, his attachment for Emily had grown from a mere whim into
a full passion, which did not exactly warm his heart but influenced his
imagination, and which he did not care to combat very earnestly because
it afforded him a kind of excuse for his fickleness. He began to
reflect seriously on the plan for an elopement, especially as the
little remnant of his fortune was rapidly disappearing, owing to the
life he was now leading, and he saw, therefore, that he would have to
do quickly whatever was to be done.
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