Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"Sacrifices--ingratitude!" said Oldenburg, and a melancholy smile
played around his lips; "those are words, Melitta, which have no
meaning for us--I mean for myself. At least they have none now,
whatever else I may have thought of them in former years. In the end
everybody submits to his fate; and when the captured lion has come to
an end with his despair, and sees that his strength can do nothing
against the iron bars of his cage, he lies down in the corner and is
for the future as gentle as a lamb. But no more of that; I did not come
here to plead for myself, and to renew a suit which has already been
lost in all the stages of appeal; I did not come for my sake, but for
yours. I was told in Grunwald, where I was on business, that Julius had
been attacked by serious sickness, and that you had gone with him to
Fichtenau. I feared the worst, and followed you at once, travelling day
and night, in order to help you as far as I could. Fortunately our
apprehensions were unfounded. I have spoken with Birkenhain downstairs,
after he left you. He has completely reassured me, and thinks you can
go back as soon as you feel strong enough. That is all I wished to
know; and now, when the purpose of my journey is fulfilled, and I have
been able by a lucky accident, thanks to the gods, to see you and to
hold your dear hand in mine--God bless you, Melitta! and may
misfortune--for good fortune has nothing to do with us--not make us
meet soon again."
The baron said these last words with a smiling air, but in his voice
there was a secret pain, the pain of a noble heart full of love, which
finds no home in all this wide, rich world.
He had taken Melitta's hand in bidding her farewell, and was about to
rise; but he could not do it, for the hand so dear to him not only
returned warmly the pressure of his--he felt, at least he thought he
felt, that Melitta would not let him leave her, that she would be
pleased to see him stay.
This was something so new to him that he looked at her, wondering
whether it were really possible--whether his presence was for once no
punishment to her.
"You must not go yet," said Melitta, with some precipitancy, while a
passing flush colored her pale cheeks for a moment. "I cannot bear to
see that, while all the world praises my kindness and every beggar
leaves me contented, you alone should look upon me as upon a statue,
which never gives and always takes without ever saying Thank you! You
have not told me a word yet about yourself; not a word how and where
you have been all this time. You come from a distance of several
thousand miles to look at my Julius, and you mean to go again before I
have even been able to ask you if you have had any news of your Czika?
Is that generous? Why, it is not even right in you."
The baron looked at Melitta as she said this, almost frightened.
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