"As I have said, I trusted Lukianov implicitly, and begged of him to
write the verses. And write them he did--he wrote them the very next
day. True, at this distance of time I have forgotten the words in their
entirety, but at least I remember that there occurred in them a phrase
to the effect that 'for days and weeks have your eyes been consuming my
heart in the fire of love, so pity me, I pray.' I then proceeded to
copy out the poem, and tremblingly to leave it on her table.
"The next morning, when I was tidying her boudoir, she made an
unexpected entry, and, clad in a loose, red dressing-gown, and holding
a cigarette between her lips, said to me with a kindly smile as she
produced my precious paper of verses:
"'Alexei, did YOU write these?'
"'Yes,' was my reply. 'And for Christ's sake pardon me for the same.'
"'What a pity that such a fancy should have entered your head! For, you
see, I am engaged already--my uncle is intending to marry me to Doctor
Kliachka, and I am powerless in the matter.'
"The very fact that she could address me with so much sympathy and
kindness struck me dumb. As regards Doctor Kliachka, I may mention that
he was a good-looking, blotchy-faced, heavy-jowled fellow with a
moustache that reached to his shoulders, and lips that were for ever
laughing and vociferating. 'Nothing has either a beginning or an end.
The only thing really existent is pleasure.'
"Nay, even the General could, at times, make sport of the fellow, and
say as he shook with merriment:
"'A doctor-comedian is the sort of man that you are.'
"Now, at the period of which I am speaking I was as straight as a dart,
and had a shock of luxuriant hair over a set of ruddy features. Also, I
was living a life clean in every way, and maintaining a cautious
attitude towards womenfolk, and holding prostitutes in a contempt born
of the fact that I had higher views with regard to my life's destiny.
Lastly, I never indulged in liquor, for I actually disliked it, and
gave way to its influence only in days subsequent to the episode which
I am narrating. Yes, and, last of all, I was in the habit of taking a
bath every Saturday.
"The same evening Kliachka and the rest of the party went out to the
theatre (for, naturally, the General had horses and a carriage of his
own), and I, for my part, went to inform Lukianov of what had happened.
"He said: 'I must congratulate you, and am ready to wager you two
bottles of beer that your affair is as good as settled. In a few
seconds a fresh lot of verses shall be turned out, for poetry
constitutes a species of talisman or charm.'
"And, sure enough, he then and there composed the piece about 'the
wondrous Valentina.' What a tender thing it is, and how full of
understanding! My God, my God!"
And, with a thoughtful shake of his bead, Kalinin raised his boyish
eyes towards the blue patches in the rain-washed sky.
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