Through stained glass: A NovelChamberlain, George Agnew
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Through stained glass: A Novel
Chamberlain, George Agnew
Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Love stories
H lne sat down. She held one knee in her locked hands. Her face was
half turned from Lewis. She was staring out through the narrow, Gothic
panes of the broad window. Her face was still pale and set. Lewis's eyes
swept over her. Her beauty struck him as never before. Something had
been added to it. H lne seemed to him a girl, a frail girl. How could
he ever have thought this Woman worldly! Her fragrance reached him. It
was a fragrance that had no weight, but it bound him--bound him hand and
foot in its gossamer web. He felt that he ought to struggle, but that he
did not wish to. He waited for H lne to speak.
"Love," she said at last, "is a terrible thing. Young people don't know
what a terrible thing it is. We talk about the word 'love' being so
abused. We think we abuse it, but it's love that abuses itself. There
are so many kinds of love, and every big family is bound to include a
certain number of rotters. Love isn't terrible through the things we do
to it; it's terrible for the things it does to us."
H lne paused.
"I'm glad you saw what you did to-day because it will make it easier for
you to understand. Tour father loves me, and I love him. It's not the
love of youth. It's the love of sanity. The love of sanity is a fine,
stalwart love, but it hasn't the unnamable sweetness or the ineffaceable
bitterness of the love of youth. Years ago your father wanted to take me
away from--from what you saw. There did not seem to be any reason why we
should not go. He and I--we're not wedded to any place or to any time.
We have a World that's ours alone. We could take it with us wherever we
went."
"H lne," whispered Lewis, "why didn't you go?"
"H lne unlocked her hands, put them on the lounge at her sides, and
stayed herself on them. She stared at the floor.
"We didn't go," she said, "because of the terrible things that
love--bitter love--had done to us."
She turned luminous eyes toward Lewis.
"You say you love Folly; you think she loves you. Lew, perhaps, she _is_
your pal to-day. Will she be your pal always? You know what a pal is.
You've told me about that little girl Natalie. A pal is one who can't do
wrong, who can't go wrong, who can't grow wrong. Your pal is you--your
blood, your body, your soul. Is Folly your blood, your body, your soul?
If she is, she'll grow finer and finer and you will, too, and years and
time and place will fade away before the greatest battle-cry the world
has ever known--'We're partners.'"
H lne turned her eyes away.
"But if you're not really pals for always, the one that doesn't care
will grow coarse. If it's Folly, her past will seize upon her. She'll
run from your condemning eyes, but you--you can't run from your own
soul.
"Lew, I know. I'm awake. Every woman has a right to an awakening, but
most of them by good fortune miss it. There's one in ten that doesn't. I
didn't. The tenth woman--that's what I'm coming to, and whether it's the
tenth woman or the tenth man, it's all the same in bitter love."
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