Through stained glass: A NovelChamberlain, George Agnew
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Through stained glass: A Novel
Chamberlain, George Agnew
Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Love stories
The next few days were terrible indeed, for Lady Derl, as he had feared,
was out of town. He wrote to her, begging her to let him know where she
was and when she would come to London. For three days he waited for an
answer, and then the emptiness of the whole world, the despair of
isolation, drove him to his studio and to work.
He had had an impulse to write to Natalie, even to go to her; but there
was a fineness in his nature that stopped him, a shame born of the
realization of his blindness and of the pity in which H lne and
Leighton and perhaps even Natalie must have held him.
Suddenly the full import of H lne's intimate sacrifice in the disrobing
of the palpitating sorrow of her life and of his father's immolation of
his land of dreams struck him. They had done these things to make him
see, and he had remained blind. They had struck the golden chords of the
paean of mighty love, and he had clung, smiling and unhearing, to his
penny whistle.
For the first time, and with Folly farther away than ever before, he saw
her as she was. Once he had thought that she and youth were inseparable,
that Folly _was_ youth. Now, in the power of sudden vision, he saw as
his father had seen all along, that Folly was as old as woman, that she
had never been young.
These things did not come to Lewis in a single day, but in long hours of
work spread over many weeks. He was laboring at a frieze, a commission
that had come to him through Le Brux, and upon which he had done
considerable work before going to America. What he had done had not been
altogether pleasing to his father. Lewis had felt it, though Leighton
had said little beyond damning it to success.
Now Lewis saw the beginning he had made through his father's eyes. He
saw the facile riot and exaggerations of youth, and contrasted their
quick appeal to a hurried age with the modesty of the art that hides
behind the vision and reveals itself not to an age or to ages, but in
the long, slow measure of life everlasting. He undid all but the
skeleton of what he had done, and on the bare frame built the
progression of repressed beauty which was to escape the glancing eye
only to find a long abiding-place in the hearts of those who worship
seldom, but worship long.
At last he got word from H lne. Has letter had followed her to the
Continent and from there to Egypt. She wrote that she was tired of
travel, and was coming home. In a postscript she mentioned a glimpse of
Leighton at Port Said. Lewis was impatient to see her. He had begun to
know his liberation.
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