Through the mill: The life of a mill-boyBrown, Frederic Kenyon
Philosophy
Through the mill: The life of a mill-boy
Brown, Frederic Kenyon
Child labor -- United States; Cotton manufacture -- United States; Textile workers -- United States
“Well,” I said, “I sha’n’t be sorry even if I don’t get a chance at
the school for a while, you know. If I could only get something to do
_near_ there, my chance might come later. I shouldn’t be any worse off
than I am here. I can earn my living at something, don’t you think so?”
“Why, yes, I do; but I think you will have a chance at the school
without having to wait.”
“Oh, I can hardly believe that,” I exclaimed for sheer joy.
“But you can make all your plans for it, just the same,” said my friend
with confidence.
This new outlook set every strong emotion shouting in me. The world was
not dressed in so gray a garb as I had thought. I went home and told my
aunt about my new plan. She said:
“You’ve never asked _me_ if you could go!”
“Well, no,” I said, “I haven’t; and I don’t think I need to. I mean to
set out for myself, at any rate. It’s about time now that I was doing
something for myself, don’t you think so?”
“I think you’re an impudent puppy, that’s what!” indignantly cried my
aunt.
I told Pat and Harry, and they could hardly believe their own ears; but
they urged me to take the chance, for they thought it was a “chance.”
My work--all work in the mill--had suddenly taken on a temporary aspect
now, a means to a great end and not an end in itself. I could look on
it now and feel that I had mastered it at last. The throbbing, jubilant
shout of the victor was on my lips now. I saw past those lint-laden
rooms, the creaking, whirling pulleys, and the clacking belts; past
them, and everything that the mill meant to me; to a very pleasant new
life ahead; one whose ground was holy and on which it was the privilege
of but few to walk. I think there must have been a complete effacement
of all the lines that had marked my face. For once, I felt sure of
myself; sure that all the lines of leading were to mass into one sure
road toward a better thing.
My mind was not on my work for the following three weeks. I went about
with a dream in my eyes. I know I whistled much and began to lose all
respect for those machines which had driven me, in times past, like a
chained slave. I even found myself having much pity for all the other
men and boys in the mill. I went among them with hesitation, as if I
had a secret which, if told, would make them feel like doing what I was
about to do.
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