Through the school: The experiences of a mill boy in securing an educationBrown, Frederic Kenyon
Philosophy
Through the school: The experiences of a mill boy in securing an education
Brown, Frederic Kenyon
Education
“Do you mean to say, young gentleman, that the first sin was not done
in the Garden of Eden, as exactly recorded? Does the Seminary teach
that?”
The student replies, at length, showing, in terms of modern research
and science, exactly what he means: that he has not denied the terrible
fact of sin nor of its penalties, etc.
But, in the audience sit some younger men, recently graduated, who, by
skilfully injected questions, deflect examination into constructive and
spiritual channels, bringing out from the students the rich faith that
they have to preach and the helpful doctrine that they mean to proclaim
to men, and the examination closes with only one man imagining that
faith is on its last legs through too much wisdom.
These parlous times of test, of trial were approaching for me,
and I had my class note-books in order on my desk, for a review,
when one morning I awoke suffering agony from the then fashionable
ailment--appendicitis; just at a time when the papers were reporting
that some Philadelphia society women were compelling doctors to
operate on them as a new fad! The student across the hall opened his
medicine-closet and made me a very stout and vigorous mustard plaster;
but that did not avail. Then the doctors were asked in and gave out the
news that I should have to be operated upon immediately. Visions of
graduation melted in thin air. While a carriage was secured, I dictated
two short letters, not knowing whether they would be my last. Then I
had my friend read me a letter which the missionary had sent. It was a
letter to the effect that she felt that our personal feelings should
be put aside in order that she might devote herself to God’s work. It
pleaded that we should bring our correspondence to an end, in order not
to heighten the tragedy to which the matter had reached. The words were
like knife blades driven deep, and causing a pain more acute than that
physical pain which had brought me next door to death.
As the students carried me downstairs and put me in the carriage, they
saw my face contorted and purple with physical agony.
_Chapter XXXI. How Some of the Joys of Friendship Came to me in the
Tower Room. The Orator in the White Vest. How Soon I Lost my Diploma_
From the ether cone which a house surgeon had held over my nostrils I
breathed unconsciousness and peace. I awoke in a tower room, with a
semi-circle of bright windows letting in the morning sun on me, and
with a quiet-motioned, white-capped nurse watching me as I struggled
free from grim dreams and tried to regain my right mind. The merest
turn of the eyes toward the low windows permitted me to see the May day
outside: a day in which salmon fishers came in boats up the river and
patiently, skilfully lured giant fish from the deep waters to their
bags.
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