Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancerIsaacson, Lauren Ann
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Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancer
Isaacson, Lauren Ann
Cancer -- Patients -- Biography; Isaacson, Lauren Ann, 1961-1986
When I stayed over night, the living room couch was my bed. It faced
the kitchen and in the morning, I could survey the pre-dawn preparation
of breakfast. If it was a week day, Norm would appreciatively stuff
three or four blueberry muffins down his throat and, grabbing his lunch
bucket, stride out the door to his motorcycle. Weekends provided a
more leisurely breakfast schedule, and everyone rose at generally the
same time. Often Tracy fried pancakes as the plates were laid upon the
table and the powdered milk, butter, and a bottle of imitation maple
syrup were extracted from the refrigerator. Norm and Tracy bought the
least expensive items at the grocery store, which included the
substitute for milk and a cheap brand of syrup. These two aspects of
the simple life were the only ones which I did not find appealing, and
vowed I would always buy fresh milk and decent syrup even though my
canned fruit would bear a bargain label. I guessed every way of life
had its flaws.
Feb. 13, 1976... It's Friday the 13th... watch yourself today... Don't
walk under a ladder; if you see a black cat, walk the other way! Only
kidding! I'm over at Norm's right now. I had 1 egg and 3 bran muffins
(pig). Tracy gave me 4 spoons (wooden) for my hope chest, that Norm
made at (work)... I feel real good this morning. Maybe I'll take a
walk! Maybe I'll even take my camera and take some pictures.
Staying at Norm and Tracy's house always put me in a good mood, for I
was with my favorite companions and most important, I was understood.
I felt so at ease in their company that, amid life's pain and
uncertainty, living was still worthwhile. Living, in fact, was really
great sometimes.
Feb. 14, 1976... M. and J. came over today and gave me some valentines
from the class. Then we talked awhile. We went to see (a) movie...
It was real funny...
Feb. 17, 1976... Today is Dad's birthday. I made a card out of
flannel, but I didn't like it, so I threw it away. Mom dug it out when
she came home (sad face). I made another card out of a box. You'd
follow the arrows to each side of the box and each side had a different
saying on it. I also made him some Rice Krispie Treats... never again!
He liked 'em tho'... Boy, they were like bricks!
Feb. 19, 1976... I made a jumper in 5 hours today. It's brown
corduroy, bib overall style and below the knees. The suspenders don't
have clasps, but I have snaps instead. I made it for the dance Friday.
I would have liked to make a hat to go with it, but didn't have enough
material. I surprised Mom and Dad a lot by it. See, they both had
gone to meetings, so I was home by myself from 7:30 to 9:00 p.m.
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