Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancerIsaacson, Lauren Ann
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Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancer
Isaacson, Lauren Ann
Cancer -- Patients -- Biography; Isaacson, Lauren Ann, 1961-1986
Many people have confessed their more precious moments were spent after
the knowledge of their forthcoming death. Life was lived to its
fullest, since unimportant worries fell venomless before meaningful
concerns. There can be rediscovery of those aspects of life which are
so easily taken for granted; one can relearn to see the world other
than through the tunnel vision of self-preoccupation. Look up and
drink in the sight of a star-filled night; peruse the ground for the
tiniest flowers, and catch and return a stranger's smile. Savor the
smell of an orange and feel the cool rain pelt upon bare arms.
Often the most elemental of things bring the utmost pleasure.
I had only two objectives to accomplish while in the hospital;
education and recuperation. With regard to the latter objective, I
pressured the doctor, to a certain degree, to note my rapid rate of
recovery so that I might be able to sample hospital food. I wanted to
make certain that I ate solid food in days, not weeks, as had been the
case on my initial stay at St. Mary's. My body cooperated with my
scheme, and I was soon eating voraciously. I didn't care what
everyone else said... I thought the food was delicious.... even though
my first meals were made up of liquids or soft food. It was a joy to
be able to eat again, and my body was in dire need of replenishment;
I was never nauseous following a meal... perhaps my stomach was too
starved to concern itself with the extra energy it would have consumed
in making me sick.
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