Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancerIsaacson, Lauren Ann
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Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancer
Isaacson, Lauren Ann
Cancer -- Patients -- Biography; Isaacson, Lauren Ann, 1961-1986
The noon hour sent Norm downstairs again, and the three of us visited
for a while before again pursuing our own interests. Afternoon would
find Dad bustling around the house, fixing one of the numerous
household maladies, peering under the hood of a car, or during outdoor
months, maintaining the yard. Norm could usually be seen dozing in a
lawn chair, strategically positioned for the best view and the most
sunshine. Even frigid temperatures would not keep him indoors if the
sun was poking its face out of the clouds, for he would don boots and a
snowsuit (or "Pepto-Bismol suit" in his opinion, since such attire
appeared to bloat the individual thus clad) and, lawn chair in tow,
trudge faithfully to his choice location in the snow. He also managed
to take a daily stroll in the woods behind our house. No season would
keep him away, whether the woodland carpet consisted of spring flowers
or newly shed leaves. The contentment on his face was obvious;
the simple, honest life yielded remarkable returns.
I spent my newly acquired free time in much the same manner as did
Norm. Although I never frequented the snow-covered landscape even in a
sedentary fashion, I did make the most of the other seasons, with
autumn topping the list. I loved to watch the leaves cascade to the
ground, and listen to the eerie rustling of wind through the trees. It
was as if the world was filled with sound, a veritable grand finale
before the penetrating hush of winter.
When the weather did not lend itself to lounging amongst the trees, I
entertained myself by scanning through photography or nature books.
Having parted only recently with the demanding curricular schedule of
college, I shunned literature for a time, electing instead subjects
which could easily be laid aside without risking an interruption of a
thinly-woven plot.
During the hours before Norm set off to work, I always made myself
accessible for conversation without being an imposition on his space or
freedom. Anything I was doing could be finished later if he desired to
talk, and consequently, we often sat over a cup of tea and pursued
various topics of interest. The subject itself never mattered, for the
companionship was the delight. The atmosphere we shared was unlike all
others. Receptive to the same mode of thought, the flow of
conversation was easy and unhindered.
Near 3:00 p.m. Norm would rise from his chair with an accompanying,
"Well, better shove off. . ." and grasping his lunch bucket, paced out
the door to his car. After he had gone I did those things which our
conversation had delayed. Chores and other functions always waited to
be done; dust is very patient, and can easily be put off for an hour
or two!
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