There were, possibly, several men within a radius of five miles—which
here corresponds to the distance of a short street in England—who would
have had me at their table had they known. But one does not care to run
about with all one’s small worries. There is so much done by some people
for a stranger that he does not wish to put their goodness at undue
strain.
Yes, in Naraguta, which away from a town is regarded as rather a large
centre, I have endured—I will not say suffered, for I do not make a
suffering or a trouble of it—I have undergone more hardships in the
matter of food than anywhere in the whole course of this journey.
My inconveniences are given in detail as a signal to others, though
probably they will not be subject to the same limitations. Expansion of
purchasable supplies is likely to be full.
Oje returned Sunday afternoon, very tired, downcast and contrite. He had
been overcome by a kind of home-sickness and at Rahama turned from his
purpose. He begged hard to be taken back. I subsequently learnt, not from
him, that although money was in his pocket, he had had no food for two
days. Water had been his only sustenance.
Still without house-boys, I rejoiced at seeing him, though sorry for the
hard time he had evidently experienced. My liking for Oje was too strong
to be destroyed even by the way he had acted. I was convinced he had
been led to it by somebody who hoped to victimise him.
But it would not do to let him see forgiveness could be had on request,
so I sternly told him I would not have him again.
He stayed near for the remainder of the day, sometimes sitting on the
ground at the side of the bungalow, always looking wistfully when I went
outside. Once, as I sat writing, he came into the room and commenced to
make the bed ready for the night, as he had done for so many months,
but I ordered him out and declared he was never to think of doing
anything for me again, though I almost broke down before the sentence was
finished. He went out with tears trickling. That night he slept in one of
the outhouses and directly I opened my door at 5.30 next morning he was
waiting and commenced “I beg, sir-r.”
I told him to come back at 10 o’clock. He elected to remain on the
spot. Another boy was engaged as steward and then poor little Oje was
reinstalled a step lower, as cook.
The horse difficulty remained. On Tuesday the one that had been growing
weaker died. I must not overlook the attention it received all through
from doki boy Kolo, not the one originally in my service but a Beri-Beri.
Kolo is not handsome to gaze upon—he has one eye, a phenomenally long
mouth and wears a short pig-tail falling from the crown to the side of
his head—but I liked him from the first meeting.
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