"I know your story, Tinman," he said at last, when his mirth had
subsided a little; "Fanshawe told me something of it. You were a
Quixote, I believe; you killed a man because he spoke ill of a woman, or
would have done her harm. Look at you now!--a broken worn-out thing,
with all your bombast and bravado gone; all your threats and your
heroics mere words blown away by the wind. And if you were free--what
would you not do?--what doughty deeds of heroism--eh? And behold, the
excellent Dawkins is on his way to London, with a trusting girl for
company; behold also--I shall follow very shortly. Bow your head,
Tinman, for you are indeed a ghastly failure!"
After that for a time he busied himself about the room, casting a word
at me now and then over his shoulder. I had got to my feet, and was
sitting dejectedly enough on a chair, thinking miserably of what I had
done; I no longer felt the discomfort of the gag or the ache in my
shoulders; I was past physical suffering of any kind. After what seemed
a long time, Olivant went across to the door and unlocked it; stood for
a moment there, looking back at me contemptuously.
"You'll be safe here for a time, Tinman," he said. "A little later I'll
come and release you. I'm sorry for your young friend, shivering in the
wood and waiting hopelessly; but some one had to suffer. And when I see
that other friend of yours--sweet little Barbara--in London, I'll
exonerate you, and explain to her that it wasn't really your fault. Make
yourself as comfortable as you can, Tinman, under disagreeable
circumstances."
He took the key out of the lock, and transferred it to the outside of
the door; then went away, locking me in. It did not seem to matter; I
had failed hopelessly, and I did not mind what became of me. I had
striven to do so much--had flung myself into this business with the
ardour of a youth; but my youth was a thing of the past, and I was only
a tired old man, easily beaten in an unequal struggle.
I sat there for a long time, picturing horribly enough to myself all
that might be happening to those in whom I was interested. I saw the boy
waiting among the trees, and listening for every sound that floated to
him--now certain that I was coming with the girl fast along the road to
him--now blaming me bitterly because by carelessness or intentionally I
had betrayed him. I saw the girl, too, in the hands of the scoundrel
with whom she had so willingly set off on a journey that must end in
disaster; and I ground my teeth on the gag that had been forced between
them, in bitter despairing rage at the man who seemed to hold us all in
the hollow of his hand.
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