"My dear, I came first to the prison on the day that I knew you were to
be released; I had seen it mentioned in a newspaper. But I was too late;
you had already gone. And I had waited so many years, in the hope that I
might take your hand, and be the first to give you welcome back to the
world."
"But they told me you were dead," I whispered. "They said you had--had
died at sea."
"When I came to you for the last time, in that dreadful place where they
were to kill you the next day, I strove hard to keep your brave words
clearly before me, and to do what you had begged me to do. It was as
though you had died young, and so had ended the poor broken story of our
loves; so at least I told myself. I would not have you think, my dear,
that I was callous; but you had lain down your life, and I could serve
you best, and serve your memory best, by taking up mine as you would
have had me live it. So I went away with my husband out into the world,
and I strove hard to set aside all my memories, and all my hopes, and
all my wishes; I was as a numbed thing, existing only, and striving to
forget."
I looked into her eyes, and I held her hands; and it seemed as though
the broken useless years dropped away from me, and that I sat there that
night, cleansed and purified; I would not have changed places with any
one in all the world. I had not a coin in my pocket, nor a friend in the
world save this woman as forlorn as myself; but I would not have changed
places with any man living that night.
"I heard, of course, that you were reprieved," she went on; "and
although I was glad to feel that you still lived, it hurt me most to
think that you, who loved the sun and the free air and the woods, were
condemned to that death in life. But I strove always to keep my promise
to you, and long after my child was born I lived with my husband, and
took up my dull round of daily tasks. But by degrees a change came over
Lucas Savell; he grew morose and distrustful, and only long afterwards
did I understand what had changed him."
"What was it?" I asked.
"When my father prosecuted your guardian, Jervis Fanshawe, I think he
heard something about the poor innocent love story that had been ours. I
think Fanshawe poisoned his mind and I believe my father breathed
something of his suspicions to Lucas Savell. From that time he began to
treat me badly, with little petty acts of tyranny at first, and then
with open slights and small degradations, until at last my health broke
down. I think he became a little frightened, and at the urgent request
of the doctors he took me away on a sea voyage with the child."
"But from that sea voyage you never returned," I reminded her.
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