But a strange thing was to happen--something showing the very irony of
Fate--before I left that old life behind me for ever. Some mad desire to
see again these people for whom, in a sense, I was laying down my
life--or so much of it as mattered--came upon me; I went on, unsteadily
and hesitatingly, towards the house. It was a bleak winter day, with a
rough and surly wind playing havoc with the dead leaves in the grounds,
and whirling them up in clouds, and tossing them upon the terrace, and
against the windows. As I pushed open the gate--to look into that place
of my dreams for the last time--I saw a little picture before me that
seemed, as it were, to round off all that had happened there, or all
that might happen in the future.
I saw young Arnold Millard and the girl standing, arm in arm; the girl's
disengaged hand was stretched out to the woman who was her mother. That
elder Barbara seemed to be saying something to them both, and pointing
to the house. The girl was smiling; and suddenly she turned, and drew
the elder woman towards the terrace, with the boy following. Scarcely
knowing what I did, I crept through the neglected garden, and went
towards the terrace after them; they did not turn their heads, and they
did not see me.
I knew, of course, that the woman who was supposed to have died so many
years before was but keeping her promise to me, and was on her way to
confront her husband. I felt that I must know what happened--must
understand under what circumstances, whether of possible happiness or of
misery, I left her. I crept nearer until, as the girl and Arnold Millard
opened the narrow door at the end of the terrace, and passed into that
room I knew so well, I was close at hand. The elder Barbara waited
outside, looking into the room, and evidently hesitating what to do. I
was within a dozen yards of her.
Inside the room I saw Lucas Savell seated; the girl was on her knees
beside him, talking to him. In the silence I heard her voice quite
clearly.
"Dear father--only a good, kind friend, who has been almost like a
mother to me--who has helped and protected me. I want you to see her."
Even as Lucas Savell feebly got to his feet, and stared in bewilderment
at his daughter, I understood that Barbara had not told her child of the
relationship between them; that was to be left for the moment when she
should greet her husband. The elder Barbara had passed through the
doorway, and was now inside the room; Lucas Savell was still staring in
a dazed fashion at his daughter.
"I--I don't understand," I heard him say.
The elder woman stepped forward into the room. "Lucas!--Lucas Savell!"
she said falteringly; and stood still.
I was totally unprepared for what happened; it was all over in a mere
matter of seconds. Savell swung round quickly, with a cry, and then took
a step towards the woman who stood just within the doorway of the room;
cried out her name in a terrible voice, and dropped to his knees--
"Barbara! Oh!--my God!--Barbara!"
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