"I'm going away--far away," he said, looking at me cunningly. "I haven't
your courage, Charlie; I couldn't face what they might do to me if they
found out anything about it. When I was coming here first to kill him I
did not think of that; but now I can't bear even to try to understand in
my own mind what the rope would be like about my neck--and the cap
pulled over me--and the grey morning shut out--and then----No--no--I
can't bear to think of that. I shall escape."
"I think you possibly may escape unsuspected," I assured him gravely. "I
do not think there is any one likely to point a finger at you, and
suggest that you did it."
"You think not, Charlie?" His voice was eager, and something very like a
smile was on his face. "Do you think I might get away? I think so too;
I'm going to try. And when you come to think of it, Charlie," he went
on, with rising spirits--"it was bravely done--finely done. For I'm a
weak old man--see these thin hands and arms of mine--and he full of life
and vigour. Yet look at him now."
"Tell me how you did it," I said.
"It was after I had talked to you, Charlie--when I spoke about a knife,
you know--that I made up my mind how best it could be done. I bought the
knife--a long way from here, where no one would be likely to know
me--and I chose the very night of his coming here. It was a simple
matter, after all. I came up the stairs, and knocked at the door; after
a moment or two he opened it, cursed me for disturbing him, and went in,
with his back to me. The knife was in my breast pocket, and I had my
hand upon it; I could have done it then--easily. But I was afraid; I did
not know where to strike. Then, when he came into the room, and I was
there with him, he suddenly turned round, and asked me what I wanted.
And courage came back to me. I stepped up close to him, and I said
suddenly that this was what I wanted; and I drove it in with all my
force. He stood staring at me for quite a moment, with that thing
sticking in him--staring stupidly, as if he didn't understand what had
happened. And then he laughed (or so it seemed to me), and dropped, and
died. It was horrible."
"And then?"
"It suddenly occurred to me that I might need to come back here again; I
must have that power, at least. I did not dare go near him; but I found
that he had dropped the keys on the table, just where they are now. So I
took them--and I went away."
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