He struck himself on the breast, and leaned forward to stare at me. I
trembled a little before him, but contrived to shake my head. "I don't
remember," I said. But I knew that some old memory was springing up in
me; I knew that I had seen some such face as this, perhaps in a dream, a
long, long while ago. Life and memory were stirring so slowly in me yet
that I could remember nothing. I only knew that I existed, and that I
stood trembling in the snow before this man, and that I was cold and
dimly afraid. I knew no more than that.
"Well, I've waited outside your grave for you until you came to life
again," he said, with another laugh. "I'm your friend, if you know what
that means, and I want to help you. Take off your hat; I want to look at
you."
That old habit of obedience was so strong in me still that I pulled off
my hat, and stood there, grey-headed, before him in the winter sunlight.
Whoever he was he seemed shocked for a moment beyond measure; fell back
from me a pace or two with a dropping jaw.
"God!" he muttered; and then in an awe-struck voice I heard him say
again: "Poor broken devil!"
I put on my hat again, and waited patiently to hear what more he would
say; I felt instinctively that in all the great world in which I stood
so forlorn and lonely this man might chance to be my friend. And I
wanted friends then badly.
"What are you going to do, Avaline?" he asked.
I shook my head. "I don't know," I said, with a glance down the long
road that sloped away to the distant town where the smoke was rising in
the still morning air. "I'm afraid to think."
"Got any money?" he demanded; and I turned out my pockets, and counted
into his hands all I had. I told him a little proudly that it was what I
had earned behind the great gates that frowned upon us as we talked.
"All this in twenty years!" He laughed, and transferred the few coins of
which I had been so proud to his own pocket. "I'm your friend, Avaline,"
he said. "Come with me, and I'll look after you."
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