“Madam, I am a writer of poems, essays, stories. If you ask, What do I
write in poems, essays, stories, I answer, My perception of things. If
you ask, In what form would I cast my present perceptions of things, I
say, Without doubt a poem.”
“You are able to carry both sides of a conversation. I have not asked
any of these.”
“You have asked why I stay. I am explaining.”
The lady's attitude relaxed its stiffness by a shade, her half smile
became a degree more balmy.
“I think you must be a successful writer.”
“You touch the point,” he said slowly. “I am not. I am hungry and
probably houseless. And worse than that, I find hunger and houselessness
are sordid, tame. The taste of them in the mouth is flat, like stale
beer. It is not like the bitter tang of a new experience, but like
something the world shows its weariness of in me.”
The amused smile vanished in large-eyed surprise, and something
more than surprise, as if his words gave her some intimate, personal
information.
“You say strange things in a very strange way. And you came in by an
accident?”
“And an impulse?”
“I don't understand. But you must sit down, and I can find you more to
eat, if this isn't enough.”
Noel could not have explained the strangeness of his language, if it was
strange, further than that he felt the need of saying something in
order to find an opportunity of saying something to the point, and so
digplayed whatever came to his mind as likely to arrest attention. It
was a critical lesson in vagabondage, as familiar there as hunger and
houselessness. He attacked the cold meat, cakes and fruit with fervor,
and the claret in the decanter. But what should be the next step in the
pursuit of fortune? At this point should there not come some revelation?
The lady did not seem to think so, but sat looking now at Noel and now
at her own white hands in her lap. That she should have youth and beauty
seemed to Noel as native to the issue as her jewels, the heavy curtains,
the silver and glass. As for youth, she might be twenty, twenty-one,
two. All such ages, he observed to himself with a mental flourish,
were one in beauty. It was not a rosy loveliness like the claret in the
decanter, nor plump like the fruit in the silver basket, but dark-eyed,
white and slender, with black hair drawn across the temples; of a
fragile delicacy like the snowflakes, the frost flower of the century's
culture, the symbol of its ultimate luxury. The rich room was her
setting. She was the center and reason for it, and the yellow point of
a diamond over her heart, glittering, but with a certain mellowness, was
still more central, intimate, interpretative, symbolic of all desirable
things. He began to see the story in it, to glow with the idea.
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