“The answer to the question does not satisfy you. But do you not see
that I only enlarged on your own answer? People say different things
because they are different. The answer depends on temperaments, more
narrowly on moods; on tenses, too, whether it is present poverty
and houselessness or past or future. And so it has to be answered
particularly, and you haven't made me able to answer it particularly to
you. And then one wouldn't imagine it could be a question particular to
you.”
“You are very clever,” she murmured, half smiling again. “Are you not
too clever for the purpose? You say so many things.”
“That is true,” said Noel plaintively. “The story has come to a
standstill. It has all run out into diction.”
At that moment there was a loud noise in the hall.
The smile, which began hopefully, grew old while he watched it, and
withered away. The noise that echoed in the hall was of a banging door,
then of laden, dragging steps. The hall door was thrown open, and two
snowy hackmen entered, holding up between them a man wearing a tall hat.
“He's some loaded, ma'am,” said one of them cheerfully. “I ain't seen
him so chucked in six months.”
They dropped him in a chair, from which, after looking about him with
half-open, glassy eyes, and closing them again, he slid limply to the
floor. The hackman regarded that choice of position with sympathy.
“Wants to rest his load, he does,” and backed out of the door with his
companion.
“It goes on the bill. Ain't seen him so chucked in six months.”
The lady had not moved from her chair, but had sat white and still,
looking down into her lap. She gave a hard little laugh.
“Isn't it nice he's so 'chucked'? He would have acted dreadfully.” She
was leaning on the table now, her dark eyes reading him intently. The
man on the floor snorted and gurgled in his sleep.
“I couldn't kill anybody,” she said. “Could you?”
Noel shook his head.
“It's so funny,” she went on in a soft, speculative way, “one can't do
it. I'm afraid to go away and be alone and poor. I wish he would die.”
“It wouldn't work out that way,” said Noel, struggling with his wits.
“He's too healthy.”
It seemed to him immediately that the comment was not the right one. It
was not even an impersonal fact to himself, an advantage merely to the
plot, that the sleeper was unable to object to him and discard him from
it, as he had resolved to discard Mrs. Tibbett, but with such brutal
energy as the sleeper's face indicated. For it repelled not so much by
its present relaxed degradation as by its power, its solidity of flesh,
its intolerant self-assertion, the physical vigor of the short bull
neck, bulky shoulders, heavy mustache, heavy cheeks and jaw, bluish
with the shaving of a thick growth. He was dressed, barring his damp
dishevelment, like a well-groomed clubman.
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