They rose,--the closeness vanished,--so did his zeal;--but, whether it
came from the speaking, or the contemplation of the loved object, or
from a youthful over-leaping of the hedges of visiting-propriety,--(it
arose not, however, from want of manners),--the fact is not to be denied
(and I do my best, too, to give it exactly) that the Count left the poor
old lady who had been escorted in by him,--Hafenreffer himself knows not
her name,--left her standing, and, I believe unconsciously, took Liana
under his escort. Ah, her! What shall I say of the magic nearness of the
dreamed-of soul,--of the light resting of her hand, felt only by the arm
of the inner man, not of the outer,--of the shortness of the heavenly
way, which should have been at least as long as Frederick Street?
Verily, he himself said nothing,--he thought merely of the abominable
Inhibitorial-room, where their separation must take place,--he trembled
at every effort to speak. "You have, perhaps," said Liana, lightly and
openly, who loved to hear the friendly voice, especially after the warm
discourse, "already visited our Lilar?"--"Truly not; but have you?" he
said, too much confused. "My mother and I have made it our favorite home
every spring."
Now were they in the parting-chamber. Alas! there and thus he stood with
her, who saw nothing, for some seconds immovable, and looked straight
before him, wanting to say something, till he was aroused by her mother,
who was eagerly seeking, for her affection, which the whole evening had
been nourishing, a sequestered hour on her daughter's heart,--and so all
was over, for both vanished like apparitions.
But Alban was as a man who is deserted by a glorious dream, and who all
the morning is so inwardly blest, but remembers the dream no more. And
yet, stands not Lilar open to him, and will he not surely see it, so
soon as ever Liana can see it too?
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