Nor did Albano recognize the delicate running-hand; Julienne loved the
French language even to its letters, but Liana's resembled not the
scrawled Gallic protocols, but the neatly-rounded handwriting of the
English.
Here is her leaf at last. O thou lovely being! how long have I thirsted
for the first sounds of thy refreshing soul!
"Sunday Morning.
"... But to-day, Elisa, I am so profoundly happy, and the
evening-mist is transformed to an aurora in heaven. I ought
not to give thee yesterday's work at all. I was too much
troubled. But might not my dear mother, who had come hither
merely for my sake, become thereby still sicker, whatever
appearances of tolerable health she might, for that very
reason, assume with me? And then came thy form, beloved one,
and all thy sorrow and the painful neighborhood,[86] and our
last evening here. O how reproachfully did all that pass
before my heavy heart! So, as we stopped before the house of
dear Chariton, and she kissed my mother's hand with tears of
joy; then was I so weak that I too turned aside and shed
tears, but other tears,--I wept for the rejoicing one
herself, who indeed could not know whether at that hour her
precious friend in Rome might not be sick or dying.
"But now the dark, gray mist is wholly blown away from the
flower-garden of thy little Linda, and all the blossoms of
life shine in their pure, high colors before her. After
midnight my mother's headache passed almost entirely away,
and she was still sleeping so sweetly this morning. O, what
were my feelings then! Soon after five o'clock I went down
into the garden and shrunk back at the splendor which burned
in the dew and between the leaves; the sun was just looking
in under the triumphal gates,--all the lakes sparkled in a
broad fire,--a gleaming haze floated like a saintly halo
around the edge of the earth which the heaven touched,--and
a high waving and singing streamed through the splendor of
morn.
"And into this unlocked world I had come back restored and
so happy. I wanted continually to cry out: 'I have thee
again, thou bright sun! and you, ye lovely flowers! and ye
proud mountains, ye have not changed! and ye are green
again, and, like me, renewed, ye sweet scented trees!' I
floated, as if transfigured, in an endless felicity, Elisa,
weak, but light and free; I had, so it seemed to me, put off
this burdensome clay under the earth and kept only the
beating heart, and in my enraptured bosom warm
tear-fountains gushed down, as if over flowers, and covered
them with brightness.
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