"I leaned, a little exhausted, under the first triumphal
arch, ere I ascended to the altar, and looked out into the
glimmering landscape full of villages and orchards and
hills; and the glistening dew, and the ringing of the
village-bells, and the chime of the herd-bells, and the
floating of the birds over all, filled me with peace and
light. Yes, in such peace and seclusion and serenity will I
spend my fleeting life, thought I: does not the little
Sad-cloak persuade me, who, before my eyes, with his wings
torn by autumn, nevertheless flutters again around his
flowers; and does not the night-butterfly admonish me, who
clings, chilled, to the hard statue, and cannot soar to the
blossoms of day? Therefore will I never stir from my mother;
only let the precious Elisa stay with us as long as her
Linda lives, and call her noble friend soon,[88] that I may
see and heartily love her!
"I went up the green-shaded mountain, but with pain: joy
weakens me so much. Think of me, Elisa: I shall some time
die of a great joy or of a great, all too great woe! The
spiral path to the altar was painted with the hues of the
blossom-dust, and overhead, not colored and stationary, but
shifting, burning rainbows quivered through the twigs of the
mountain. Why stood I to-day in a splendor such as I never
knew before?[89] And when the morning breeze fanned and
lifted me, and when I dipped myself deeper into the blue
heaven, then said I, 'Now thou art in Elysium.' Then it was
to me as if a voice said, 'This is the earthly Elysium, and
thou art not yet sanctified for the other.' O, how ardently
did I then form the purpose to disentangle myself from so
many faults, and especially to renounce that too hasty
imagination of offence, which I may indeed conceal from
others, but through which I nevertheless injure them. And
then I prayed at the altar, and thanked the Eternal
Goodness, and wept unconsciously; perhaps too much, but yet
without my eyes smarting.
"At last I wrote the poem of thanks which I append to this,
and which I will put into verse, if the _pious father_
approves.
"POEM OF THANKS.
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