"Has the longest prayer of man been answered to thee,
stranger, and hast thou thy friend? Do thy wishes and nerves
and days grow together with his, like the four cedars on
Lebanon, which can bear nothing around them but eagles?
Hast thou two hearts and four arms, and livest thou twice
over, as if immortal, in the battling world? Or standest
thou solitary and alone upon a frosty, dumb, slender,
glacier-point, having no human being to whom thou canst show
the Alps of creation, and with the heavens arching far above
thee and abysses yawning below? When thy birthday comes,
hast thou no being to shake thy hand, and look thee in the
eye and say, We still cleave together faster than ever?
"Stranger: if thou hast had no friend, hast thou deserved
one? When spring kindled into life, and opened all her
honey-cups, and her serene heaven, and all the hundred gates
of her Paradise, hast thou, like me, bitterly looked up and
begged of God a heart for thine? O when, at evening, the sun
went down like a mountain, and his flames departed from the
earth, and now only his red breath floated upward to the
silvery stars, hast thou beheld the brotherly shadows of
friendship which sank together on battle-fields, like stars
of one constellation, stealing forth through the bloody
clouds out of the old world, like giants; and didst thou
think of _this_,--how imperishably they loved each other,
and thou, like me, wast alone? And, solitary one, when
night--that season at which the spirit of man, as in torrid
climes, _toils_ and _travels_--reveals her cold suns above
thee in a sparkling chain, and when, still, among all the
distant forms of the ether there is no dear loved one, and
immensity painfully draws thee up, and thou feelest, upon
the cold earth, that thy heart beats against no breast but
only thine own,--O beloved! weepest thou then, and most
bitterly?
"Charles, often have I reckoned up, on my birthday, the
increasing years,--the feathers in the broad wing of
time,--and thought upon the sounding flight of youth: then I
stretched my hand far out after a friend, who should stick
by me in the Charon's skiff wherein we are born, when the
seasons of life's year glide by along the shore before me,
with their flowers and leaves and fruits, and when, on the
long stream, the human race shoots downward in its thousand
cradles and coffins.
"Ah, it is not the gay, variegated shore that flies by, but
man and his stream: forever bloom the seasons in the gardens
up and down along the shore; only _we_ sweep by once for all
before the garden, and never return.
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