He handed her the little sketch, and her eye grew moist. Thereupon he
began, in a low and solemn tone, the picture of his first love; how he
had reverenced and sought her early, when she was yet unseen, and in
the first morning beams of life, and how he found her; and how she made
him happy, and was not so herself; how gentle she was, and he so wild
and harsh; how he demanded of her his own impetuosity of heart; how
barbarously he took her renunciation, and how she perished through him.
"O, I have dealt hardly, good Linda!" said he. "No," said she, "I weep
for you both." "I have great imperfections," said he. "I forgive thee
all," said she, "if thou canst only love. But the lovely creature also
committed many faults, and against love." She checked herself, then
asked, in a low voice, "Albano, is she still in thy heart?" "Yes,
Linda," said he. "O thou honest and true man!" cried she, with
inspiration, and laid her head upon his breast and prayed, "Holy God,
give thy immortals everything, only leave me forever this man's breast,
that he may be really loved, inexpressibly, and that I may not sink!"
"If thou wilt, dear," she whispered suddenly, and raised herself up,
looking upon him with infinite love and resignation, "that I dwell in
Lilar, only command it."
This womanly, waiting submission of so free, mighty a spirit, made him
speechless. Like an eagle, the flame of love seized him and bore him
aloft. He glowed on her blooming countenance, and the bridal torch of
the setting sun darted in with great flames between the two. "Linda,"
he began at length, with trembling, solemn voice, "if we could know
that we should ever lose or forsake each other! O Linda," he continued,
with difficulty, through his tears and his kisses, "if that were
possible, whether through my fault or through cold fate, were it not
then better that we at this moment plunged into the lake and died in
our love?" The glow of the sun burned in like an aurora, snatching away
youths and virgins to the gods, and the twilight of life was kindled
into a bright morning redness. "If thou knowest that," said Linda,
"then die now with me!" Just then Julienne's distant voice awoke
both; at last she came herself with Dian, to take leave. They looked
round, awaking, dazzled with the sun and with love, and all was
changed. The sun had sunk, the broad lake was overhung with misty
shadows, and the world was chilly; only the lofty glaciers blazed still
with rosy redness into the blue, like memorial pillars of the flaming
covenant-hour.
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