New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
When Amelia went indoors and warmed her chilled hands at the fire, the
silence seemed to her benignant. What was loneliness before had
miraculously translated itself into peace. That worldly voice,
strangely clothing her own longings with form and substance, had been
stilled; only the clock, rich in the tranquillity of age, ticked on,
and the cat stretched herself and curled up again. Amelia sat down in
the waning light and took a last stitch in her work; she looked the
coat over critically with an artistic satisfaction, and then hung it
behind the door in its accustomed place, where it had remained
undisturbed now for many months. She ate soberly and sparingly of her
early supper, and then, leaving the lamp on a side-table, where it
brought out great shadows in the room, she took a little cricket and
sat down by the fire. There she had mused many an evening which seemed
to her less dull than the general course of her former life, while her
husband occupied the hearthside chair and told her stories of the war.
He had a childlike clearness and simplicity of speech, and a
self-forgetful habit of reminiscence. The war was the war to him, not a
theatre for boastful individual action; but Amelia remembered now that
he had seemed to hold heroic proportions in relation to that immortal
past. One could hardly bring heroism into the potato-field and the
cow-house; but after this lapse of time, it began to dawn upon her that
the man who had fought at Gettysburg and the man who marked out for her
the narrow rut of an unchanging existence were one and the same. And as
if the moment had come for an expected event, she heard again the
jangling of bells without, and the old vivid color rushed into her
cheeks, reddened before by the fire-shine. It was as though the other
night had been a rehearsal, and as if now she knew what was coming. Yet
she only clasped her hands more tightly about her knees and waited, the
while her heart hurried its time. The knocker fell twice, with a
resonant clang. She did not move. It beat again, the more insistently.
Then the heavy outer door was pushed open, and Laurie Morse came in,
looking exactly as she knew he would look--half angry, wholly excited,
and dowered with the beauty of youth recalled. He took off his cap and
stood before her.
"Why didn't you come?" he asked imperatively. "Why didn't you let me
in?"
The old wave of irresponsible joy rose in her at his presence; yet it
was now not so much a part of her real self as a delight in some
influence which might prove foreign to her. She answered him, as she
was always impelled to do, dramatically, as if he gave her the cue,
calling for words which might be her sincere expression, and might not.
"If you wanted it enough, you could get in," she said perversely, with
an alluring coquetry in her mien. "The door was unfastened."
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