New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
Lucy Ann put her hands to her delicate throat, where her mother's gold
beads lay lightly, with a significant touch. She, like John, had an
innate gentleness of disposition. She distrusted her own power to
judge.
"Maybe I might," said she faintly. "Oh, John, do you think I've got
to?"
"It needn't be for long," answered John briefly, though he felt his
eyes moist with pity of her. "Mebbe you could stay a month?"
"Oh, I couldn't do that!" cried Lucy Ann, in wild denial. "I never
could in the world. If you'll make it a fortnight, an' harness up
yourself, an' bring me home, mebbe I might."
John gave his word, but when he took his leave of her, she leaned
forward into the dark, where the impatient horse was fretting, and made
her last condition.
"You'll let me turn the key on things here jest as they be? You won't
ask me to break up nuthin'?"
"Break up!" repeated John, with the intensity of an oath. "I guess you
needn't. If anybody puts that on you, you send 'em to me."
So Lucy Ann packed her mother's dresses into a little hair trunk that
had stood in the attic unused for many years, and went away to make her
visit. When she drove up to the house, sitting erect and slender in her
mother's cashmere shawl and black bonnet, Mary, watching from the
window, gave a little cry, as at the risen dead. John had told her
about Lucy Ann's transformation, but she put it all aside as a crazy
notion, not likely to last: now it seemed less a pathetic masquerade
than a strange by-path taken by nature itself.
The children regarded it with awe, and half the time called Lucy Ann
"grandma." That delighted her. Whenever they did it, she looked up to
say, with her happiest smile,--
"There! that's complete. You'll remember grandma, won't you? We mustn't
ever forget her."
Here, in this warm-hearted household, anxious to do her service in a
way that was not her own, she had some happiness, of a tremulous kind;
but it was all built up of her trust in a speedy escape. She knit
mittens, and sewed long seams; and every day her desire, to fill the
time was irradiated by the certainty that twelve hours more were gone.
A few more patient intervals, and she should be at home. Sometimes, as
the end of her visit drew nearer, she woke early in the morning with a
sensation of irresponsible joy, and wondered, for an instant, what had
happened to her. Then it always came back, with an inward flooding she
had scarcely felt even in her placid youth. At home there would be so
many things, to do, and, above all, such munificent leisure! For there
she would feel no need of feverish action to pass the time. The hours
would take care of themselves; they would fleet by, while she sat, her
hands folded, communing with old memories.
The day came, and the end of her probation. She trembled a good deal,
packing her trunk in secret, to escape Mary's remonstrances; but John
stood by her, and she was allowed to go.
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