Virginia -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
“Last year we had a masque at court,” she said at length, breaking the
long silence. “We had Calypso's island, and I was Calypso. The island
was built of boards covered with green velvet, and there was a mound
upon it of pink silk roses. There was a deep blue painted sea below,
and a deep blue painted sky above. My nymphs danced around the mound of
roses, while I sat upon a real rock beside the painted sea and talked
with Ulysses--to wit, my Lord of Buckingham--in gold armor. That was
a strange, bright, unreal, and wearisome day, but not so strange and
unreal as this.”
She ceased to speak, and began again to write upon the sand. I watched
her white hand moving to and fro. She wrote, “How long will it last?”
“I do not know. Not long.”
She wrote again: “If there is time at the last, when you see that it is
best, will you kill me?”
I took the shell from her hand, and wrote my answer beneath her
question.
The forest behind us sank into that pause and breathless hush between
the noises of the day and the noises of the night. The sun dropped
lower, and the water became as pink as the blooms above us.
“An you could, would you change?” I asked. “Would you return to England
and safety?”
She took a handful of the sand and let it slowly drift through her white
fingers. “You know that I would not,” she said; “not if the end were
to come to-night. Only--only”--She turned from me and looked far out to
sea. I could not see her face, only the dusk of her hair and her heaving
bosom. “My blood may be upon your hands,” she said in a whisper, “but
yours will be upon my soul.”
She turned yet further away, and covered her eyes with her hand. I
arose, and bent over her until I could have touched with my lips that
bowed head. “Jocelyn,” I said.
A branch of yellow fruit fell beside us, and my Lord Carnal, a mass of
gaudy bloom in his hand, stepped from the wood. “I returned to lay our
first-fruits at madam's feet,” he explained, his darkly watchful eyes
upon us both. “A gift from one poor prisoner to another, madam.” He
dropped the flowers in her lap. “Will you wear them, lady? They are as
fair almost as I could wish.”
She touched the blossoms with listless fingers, said they were fair;
then, rising, let them drop upon the sand. “I wear no flowers save of my
husband's gathering, my lord,” she said.
There was a pathos and weariness in her voice, and a mist of unshed
tears in her eyes. She hated him; she loved me not, yet was forced to
turn to me for help at every point, and she had stood for weeks upon the
brink of death and looked unfalteringly into the gulf beneath her.
“My lord,” I said, “you know in what direction Master Sparrow led the
men. Will you reenter the wood and call them to return? The sun is fast
sinking, and darkness will be upon us.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account