Virginia -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
She smiled proudly. “For so much grace, thanks, my lord,” she said, then
addressed herself again to the Governor: “Your Honor, that is the past,
the long past, the long, long past, though not a year has gone by. Then
I was a girl, proud and careless; now, your Honor, I am a woman, and
I stand here in the dignity of suffering and peril. I fled from
England”--She paused, drew herself up, and turned upon my lord a face
and form so still, and yet so expressive of noble indignation, outraged
womanhood, scorn, and withal a kind of angry pity, that small wonder if
he shrank as from a blow. “I left the only world I knew,” she said. “I
took a way low and narrow and dark and set with thorns, but the only way
that I--alone and helpless and bewildered---could find, because that I,
Jocelyn Leigh, willed not to wed with you, my Lord Carnal. Why did you
follow me, my lord? You knew that I loved you not. You knew my mind,
and that I was weak and friendless, and you used your power. I must
tell you, my lord, that you were not chivalrous, nor compassionate, nor
brave”--
“I loved you!” he cried, and stretched out his arm toward her across the
table. He saw no one but her, spoke to none but her. There was a fierce
yearning and a hopelessness in his voice and bent head and outstretched
arm that lent for the time a tragic dignity to the pageant, evil and
magnificent, of his life.
“You loved me,” she said. “I had rather you had hated me, my lord. I
came to Virginia, your Honor, and men thought me the thing I professed
myself. In the green meadow beyond the church they wooed me as such.
This one came and that one, and at last a fellow, when I said him nay
and bade him begone, did dare to seize my hands and kiss my lips. While
I struggled one came and flung that dastard out of the way, then asked
me plainly to become his wife, and there was no laugh or insult in his
voice. I was wearied and fordone and desperate.... So I met my husband,
and so I married him. That same day I told him a part of my secret, and
when my Lord Carnal was come I told him all.... I had not met with much
true love or courtesy or compassion in my life. When I saw the danger in
which he stood because of me, I told him he might free himself from that
coil, might swear to what they pleased, whistle me off, save himself,
and I would say no word of blame. There was wine upon the table, and he
filled a cup and brought it to me, and we drank of it together. We drank
of the same cup then, your Honor, and we will drink of it still. We
twain were wedded, and the world strove to part us. Which of you here,
in such quarrel, would not withstand the world? Lady Wyatt, would not
thy husband hold thee, while he lived, against the world? Then speak for
mine!”
“Frank, Frank!” cried Lady Wyatt. “They love each other!”
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