Ex-convicts -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction
And on he went, picturing the responsibility under which he tottered,
till they told him goodnight and went out.
Kate was in a glow of spirits when David and Rogers left her at her
door. She whispered appealingly to David as they parted, "Please talk
with me this way again, David." It had been in his mind that, under the
circumstances, it would be better for Kate if they should cease to meet;
but he frankly realised he was the only link which held her to her new
honesty, and to break their friendship would be to snap that link. And
so he answered, "Yes--often;" and this was in fact the first of many
such hours spent together, in which they were often joined by Rogers. It
seemed to David that Kate's cynicism and sharpness were beginning slowly
to wear away.
Since his talk with Helen David's hope of conquering the future had been
constantly high. He did not underestimate the struggle before him, but
strength and courage had been flowing into him since food and shelter
had ceased to be worries, and he now felt that under Helen's inspiration
he could do anything. One of his aims he had already achieved, Helen's
respect, though how still seemed to him a miracle. His heart yearned
even more eagerly than ever for something higher than friendship, but he
knew this desire to be, as always, unattainable. He could not hope for a
second miracle, and one that would sink the first to a commonplace.
Her suggestion that he should write a story of the man-making of a boy
whom surroundings had forced toward destruction, laid immediate and
powerful hold upon him. He saw, as she had said, that a story of the
right kind might contribute in some degree to awakening the public's
sympathy for, and responsibility toward, the hundreds of thousands of
children that are going to waste. And he saw, too, that such a book
might lift him toward the world's respect, where he would be happier,
more effective. Selfishly, altruistically, the story was the thing for
him to do.
During the days after their talk, all his spare time, and even while he
went about his work, his imagination was impassionedly shaping
characters and plot. He had a note from Helen saying she wanted to see
him the following Friday, and he could hardly wait for it to come, he
was that eager to ask her judgment on his story's outline. When Friday
afternoon did finally arrive, he began to look for her an hour before
she could be expected, excitedly pacing his room, and every minute
glancing through his window up to the sidewalk.
* * * * *
When Helen, after leaving her club of schoolgirls that afternoon,
entered the reception room on her way out, she found Mr. Allen waiting
for her in the Flemish oak settle.
"You were not expecting me, but I hope you're not displeased," he said
in his grave, pleasant voice, and with the ease of long-accustomed
welcome.
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