Ex-convicts -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction
"I don't just understand," he said slowly. "You mean that this money is
the equivalent of what I should have made in the land deal?"
"Yes."
His face tinged faintly with red, his bright eyes (he had discarded
glasses, now that a disguise no longer served him) darted quick flames,
and he leaned toward her.
"Do you think I can take as a gift that which I honestly earned?" he
demanded in a low, fierce voice.
"But it is not offered as a gift. It is restitution."
"Restitution! So you want to make restitution? Can you restore the
strength despair has taken from me? My good name was built on deception,
but I had worked hard for it and it was dear to me. Can you restore my
good name? I've lost everything! Can you restore everything?"
The ringing bitterness of his voice, the wasted face working with the
passion of despair, the utter hopelessness of the future which her
quick vision showed her--all these stirred a great emotion which swept
her father from her mind. Before, she had sympathised with Rogers
abstractly; now her sympathy was for a hopeless soul, bare and agonising
beneath her eyes.
Her words rushed from her, in them the throb of her heart. "No! No! I
can't give them back--no one can. Oh, what a wrong it was!"
He stared at her. The wrath and bitterness on his face slowly gave place
to surprise.
"Oh, but it was a shame!" she cried, her face aflame, her voice aquiver.
And then a sense of the irretrievableness of this wreck laid hold upon
her and a quick sob broke forth. She felt a sympathetic agony for
Rogers, and an agony that she, through her blood, was the cause of his
wrecked life.
"Oh, it was terrible, terrible! You are right! Restitution cannot be
made--only the pitiful restitution of money. But you must let me make
that--you must!"
He felt that he was speaking to a friend, and it was as to a friend that
he said quietly: "I can't."
"But you _must_!" She was now thinking of but one thing, how to force
him to take the bills. "I'm not doing you a favour. I'm asking a favour
from you. I come to you in humility, contrition. The money I bring is
not my money--it is your money. My father entered your house and took
it; I bring it back to you. You merely accept your own. You see that,
don't you? Surely you see that!"
Rogers did not answer at once. He was so dazed by the rush of her
words--words that sprang from complete sympathy and understanding,
words that might have come from his own heart--that he could not.
She had risen and now stood above him. "You understand, don't you?" she
went on imploringly. "My father has done wrong; I feel it just as though
I had done it. I must repair the wrong as far as I can. You must take
this money for my sake, don't you see?"
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