Ex-convicts -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction
Her other sentences had been applauded, but this last was received in
that deep silence which is applause at its highest; and it came to David
afresh that Morton was still the soul of St. Christopher's. All the
while that other officers were being installed this closing sentence and
its significance persisted in his mind, and so engrossed him that he was
startled when the folding chairs began to be rattled shut and stacked in
one corner of the room. A little later a piano and a violin started up,
and part of the fathers and mothers began stumbling about in a two-step,
and part crowded against the walls and made merry over the awkwardness
and disasters of the dancers.
David slipped out of the building. Clearer than ever before had come to
him a realisation of the responsibility of sacrifice: when one gives,
the gift no longer belongs to one--it belongs to those who have builded
their lives upon it.
Across the street, he looked back. Only once before had the Morton
Memorial window seemed to him more significant, more warm and powerful
in its inspiration--and that was on the day of his discharge from prison
when it had first flashed upon his vision. Above the glowing window the
chapel's short spire, softened by the round-hanging poetry of night,
seemed to his imagination to be the uplifted, supplicatory hands of the
neighbourhood.... Well, their Morton was safe.
When David reached home he found that Tom was in bed and fast asleep. He
walked through the scantily furnished rooms. They were still strange to
him, for this was his first night in them--and their strangeness, and
the fresh loss of two of his best friends, and the sense, which grew
heavier and darker, that he and Helen must remain apart, sharpened his
loneliness to a racking pain. He tried to dissipate it by thinking of
the ground he had gained--progress that a year ago, when all men refused
him a chance, he would have thought impossible; by thinking of the
greater achievements the future held. But he could not beget even an
artificial glow of spirits; his success seemed but ashes. So he ceased
to struggle, and gave himself over to his dejection.
He turned down the gas in his little sitting-room, and raising the shade
of a window he sat down and gazed into the street. It was always a quiet
street--and now, at half past ten, only an occasional figure moved
darkly along its sidewalks. Far above the line of opposite housetops, in
a moonless sky, gleamed thousands of white stars. Leaning back in his
easy chair, and gazing up at the remote points of light, he went over
anew the problem of his relations with Helen, and he asked himself again
if he had decided rightly. Yes, he had done right to save her.... And
yet, how he longed for the thing she was willing to give! How empty his
life seemed without it--what a far, far stretch of loneliness!
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