So that now, in extremity, Johnny resolved on a last expedient: one that
had been vaguely in his mind for a day or two, though he had yet scarce
had courage to consider it seriously. This was, to tell his mother the
whole thing; and to induce her, if he might, to ask the address at the
Institute—perhaps on some pretext of dressmaking business. He was not
hopeful, for he well knew that any hint of traffic with the family of one
such as Nora’s mother would be a horror to her. But he could see nothing
else, and to sit still were intolerable. Moreover he guessed that his
mother must suspect something from his preoccupation, and his neglect of
his drawing. Though indeed poor Nan was most at pains, just then, to
conceal troubles of her own.
Mr. Butson, in fact, began to chafe under the restraints of narrow
circumstances. Not that he was poorer than had been his habit—indeed he
was much better off—but that his needs had expanded with his prosperity
and with his successes in society. And it was just now that his wife
began to attempt retrenchment. Probably she was encouraged by the
outrageous revolt of her son, a revolt which had made advisable a certain
degree of caution on the part of himself, the head of the household. She
spoke of a rumour that the ship-yard opposite might close, as so many
other Thames ship-yards had closed of late years. That, she said, would
mean ruin for the shop, and she must try to save what little she might,
meantime. An absurdity, of course, in Mr. Butson’s view. He felt no
interest in the rumours of old women about ship-yards, and petty
measurement of the sordid chances of trade irritated him. If his wife
found one source of profit running dry, she must look out and tap
another, that was all. So long as he got what he wanted he troubled
little about the manner of its getting. But now he ran near having less
than he wanted, and his wife was growing even less accommodating. She
went so far as to hint of withholding the paltry sum the lad earned; he
should have it himself, she thought, to buy his clothes, and to save
toward the end of his apprenticeship. More than this, Mr. Butson much
suspected that Johnny had actually had his own money for some while past,
and that Mrs. Butson had descended to the mean subterfuge of representing
as his earnings a sum which in reality she extracted each week from the
till; an act of pure embezzlement. And then there was the cottage in
Epping Forest. She wouldn’t sell it now, though she wanted to sell when
she first left it. What good was there in keeping it? True there was
three-and-sixpence a week of rent, but that was nothing; it would go in a
round of drinks, or in half a round, in any distinguished bar; and there
were deductions even from the three-and-sixpence. Sold, the cottage
might produce a respectable sum—perhaps a hundred pounds—at anyrate
eighty. The figures stirred his blood. What a magnificent dash a man
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