THE shock left Johnny and Bessy numb, and, though Bessy was quicker, the
change took Johnny two or three days to realise—even to understand. His
first distinct impression was one of injury and resentment. He had been
tricked—hoodwinked. His mother—even his mother had deceived him and
Bessy. Why? Why not tell them first?
She _would_ have told them, he was sure; she told them everything.
Butson had persuaded her to keep them in ignorance till the thing was
done, lest they should rebel, and perhaps bring her to a change of mood.
And Johnny’s guess was a good one. . . . Forthwith his resentment became
something more; hate, mere hate for this man who had come between him and
his mother—this cadger of suppers thrusting himself into their intimate
life. . . .
And yet—perhaps this was simple anger at the slight and the deception;
jealousy at finding a stranger as dear to his mother as himself was.
Butson might turn out none so bad a fellow. He was very decent over the
callipers, for instance. . . . Curse the callipers! Johnny’s anger was
not to be reasoned down. On Sunday he had his own mother. Now there was
nothing but Butson’s wife.
More, the man was his father—his stepfather; chief authority in the
house, with respect and obedience due to him. That seemed intolerable.
For a moment Johnny had mad notions of leaving home altogether, and
shifting for himself—going aboard ship, abroad, anywhere. But that would
be to leave Bess alone—and his mother; his mother might need him yet.
He told Long Hicks, as they tramped to work over the locks and bridges in
the bright morning, early and still; and it surprised him to see Hicks’s
tacit concern at the news. The long man reddened and stuttered, and
checked himself suddenly at an imminent outburst of speech. But that was
all; he offered no opinion and made no remark; and as he was given to
suppressed excitement on small occasion, Johnny presently forgot it.
As for Bessy, her distress, quiet as it was, was beyond telling. Her
association with her mother had been so intimate that this change was
stark bereavement; and for Butson and his coarse pretence her feeling was
sheer repulsion.
Neither boy nor girl had the habit of dissimulation, and though they said
little, it needed small discernment to guess something of their
sentiments. Poor Nan was dismayed to perceive that they did not take to
Butson instant on the news of the novel relationship. Indeed, it
perplexed her. For in her simple view he was a resplendent person of
finer mould, sore hit by a cruel world, and entitled to the respectful
sympathy, at least and coldest, of the merest stranger. More, nobody
could be more completely devoted than he to the interests of Johnny and
Bessy; he had most vehemently assured her of it, again and again. But
after all, the thing was sudden; they must realise his true worth soon.
Though meantime she was distressed extremely.
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