To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novelMcKenna, Stephen
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To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novel
McKenna, Stephen
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
“_‘I cannot come to you—I am afraid._
_I will not come to you. There, it is said._
_Though all night long I lie awake and know_
_That you are lying waking even so:_
_And all the day you tread a lonely road_
_And come at sunset to a dark abode._
_Yet, if so be you are indeed my friend,_
_Then, at the end,_
_There is one road, a road I’ve never gone,_
_And down that road you shall not pass alone;_
_And there’s one night you’ll find me by your side—’_”
He paused; and I waited for the rime that should complete the couplet:
“How does it go on?”
“_‘And there’s one night you’ll find me by your side—_
_. . . The night that they shall tell me you have died.’_
It’s . . . Chinese, I was told. Two or three hundred years before
Homer.”
I drove on, staring drowsily ahead of me at the broad, unfolding ribbon
of black road and the monotonous water-meadows on either hand. The
tender warmth of the little poem made me forget for a moment the
bleakness of the Kennet valley in late autumn; and, after a sleepless
night, the rushing wind drugged my brain.
“_Though all night long I lie awake and know_
_That you are lying waking even so.” . . ._
I murmured the lines to keep myself from falling asleep. What had
Barbara’s thoughts been when I lay waking the night before? Suddenly my
sight was dimmed with a curtain of blood; and I stopped the car in twice
its length because I could not see the road before me. If indeed I had
fallen asleep, I had looked for a moment, through this red curtain, on a
sun-washed verandah, where a dying man was gasping for breath.
“_And there’s one night you’ll find me by your side—_
_. . . The night that they shall tell me you have died._”
The vision faded before I could make out whether Eric was speaking to
Barbara or listening for her voice.
The unexpected jolt had flung O’Rane out of his seat; and, as he pulled
himself back into place, he could hear me stopping the engine.
“Is anything the matter?,” he asked.
“Eric Lane’s just died.”
“Good God! When?”
“This moment. I . . . pulled up to avoid him,” I answered without
knowing what I was saying. “He’s gone now. Poor devil! Oh, poor devil!”
If I was shaken, O’Rane was in no better case:
“Those lines . . . I had them from him.”
“I know.”
“You’d heard him . . .?”
“I heard him then . . . At least I think . . .” The road was once more
stretching firmly ahead of me to a belt of leafless trees. In the
meadows on either side I saw deliberate cattle splashing up to their
knees in muddy water. “It’s ten to two, Raney. Shall we see if we can
find a place for lunch?”
“That’ll wait. You’re not fit to drive any more at present. . . . You’d
. . . better tell me everything, old man.”
“But I’ve told you! I knew Eric was dead or dying because I had . . . I
saw a letter from him quite recently. My nerves are rather jumpy.” . . .
“It’ll break poor Lady Lane’s heart,” he murmured. “And it’ll be a shock
for Ivy.”
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