To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novelMcKenna, Stephen
History
To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novel
McKenna, Stephen
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
“I don’t see much difference,” I said, “between the woman who runs away
with a man and the woman who only stays at home because the man won’t
run away with her.”
“There’s still a difference between the woman who keeps her reputation
and the woman who loses it. When women become reckless . . . It’s a big
responsibility to give them the first push down the slope.”
The short sunlight of late autumn was fading; and I busied myself with
packing our luncheon-basket. As I had not asked for sympathy, I could
not complain if none was offered.
“If I give her the chance of divorcing me,” I said, “I’m not accountable
for anything she does after that.”
There was a long silence. Then O’Rane asked:
“What will you do?”
I had not thought; but, in that moment, I had a vision of the blue
water, the close-packed green woods and the vivid fuchsia hedges of Lake
House.
“Go back to Ireland, I expect.”
I was making enough clatter with plates and knives to convince the least
attentive that my patience was exhausted; but O’Rane lay with his hands
clasped behind his head, frowning a little at his own thoughts and
wholly unmoved by my demonstration.
“Will divorce make for Barbara’s happiness?,” he asked in a maddening
drawl. “You can’t quite wash your hands of a woman you’ve married. You
weren’t content, you see, with somebody of your own mould. Your wife had
to be brilliant, beautiful, romantic, tragic. . . . You married Babs
when you knew she’d been shaken to the depths of her soul by Jack
Waring, when she’d been broken to the bottom of her heart by Eric Lane.”
“I thought she’d had so much romance and tragedy that she’d be glad to
settle down quietly.”
“When she wasn’t in love with you? Has any one settled down quietly
after gambling with death for nearly five years?”
“I’d have forgiven anything if she’d told me!,” I cried, as we went
back.
We must have driven for an hour before he spoke again:
“Well, George, if you want my advice, I should recommend you to burn
Eric’s letter and pretend you’ve never seen it. Then begin again at the
beginning.”
“You imagine I can forget it?,” I asked.
“If you think more of her and less of yourself. The bigger the crime,
the more she must have been tempted: try to understand that instead of
counting up the things a man has a ‘right’ to expect of his wife. Rights
here, rights there! _Every one’s_ thinking too much of his individual
rights, George! Every group of nations, every nation, almost every man
and woman.” . . .
4
After two years I can appreciate O’Rane’s patience better than was
possible at the time. I know now that he was distracted by a civil war
of his own; but I was too much preoccupied to enquire why Sonia and the
children were in Hampshire; I should have been aggrieved if any one else
had presumed to be unhappy.
“I suppose it’s all the same to you where we spend the night?,” I asked,
several hours later, as we paused at a sign-post.
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