To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novelMcKenna, Stephen
History
To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novel
McKenna, Stephen
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
I could not see her face clearly; but her voice thrilled me till I had
to bite my lip and look away. I wondered how I had existed without her
all these weeks. The long rest had given her back her old vitality. Her
eyes, when we entered the hall, were shining; and for a moment I fancied
that I was seeing her in a vision or that I was emerging from twelve
days’ delirium.
“My _dear_!,” I cried; and she laughed with childlike exultation at my
joy in her.
“Pleased to see your deserted and ill-used wife?”
“Babs . . .” Her cheeks were pink from the biting cold outside; her hair
and eye-lashes were spangled with tiny raindrops. As she flung her coat
aside and twined her arms about my neck, a familiar, faint, warm
fragrance rose from the carnations at her waist. As she clung to me and
our lips met, I could have fancied that no other man had ever made her
heart beat so quickly. “I’ve never _seen_ you like this before!,” I
cried.
“I’ve been getting well . . . for _your_ sake, sweetheart. I’ve been so
patient, so good. And I _did_ miss you so.”
“I’ve been thinking of you day and night,” I answered truthfully enough.
“The next time you go away, I’ll tell your secretary to send me a daily
telegram: ‘_Missing you dreadfully best love George._’ You’d never do it
on your own account. What’s the matter, darling?”
Unconsciously I must have drawn away from her embrace. The delirium was
returning; and I could only think of the telegram which she had sent me
the day after she asked Eric Lane to run away with her.
“Some bad news, I’m afraid. I didn’t want to spoil our first moment
together, but you’ll have to be told some time. I’ve not seen any papers
. . .”
Barbara’s hands fell from my shoulders; and she walked slowly to the
fire.
“I . . . _have_,” she whispered; and her head drooped as though I had
struck her.
“You mean . . . what . . . what _I_ mean?,” I stammered.
As she turned, her eyes were blinded with tears; and her hands groped
for support.
“Darling, if it had been any one else, should I have had to say ‘I
_need_ you’? . . . When I saw the great cruel headlines, I hoped and
prayed that I might die . . . till I knew you were being sorry for me.
You’re all I have; and I promised myself I’d repay you for all your
patience.” She could go on no longer; and her terrible tearless sobbing
shook her till I feared that her heart must break. “I _can’t_ be brave
any longer.” As she once more hid her face against my chest, I could
feel her whole body trembling in the last vain effort to restrain her
weeping. “When . . . when . . . when did you hear?”
“Twelve days ago,” I answered, as I led her to a chair.
“The day he died. You . . . didn’t tell me, George. Did you think I
shouldn’t see?”
“Strictly speaking, I didn’t hear for certain. I knew he was dying
. . .”
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