To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novelMcKenna, Stephen
History
To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novel
McKenna, Stephen
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
“Odd business,” he grunted. “I always dropped a generation. I’m your
_great_-uncle; but I always put you in your father’s place. You’ve kept
me young. . . . And now this is the end, the moment we wait for all our
lives. The heart’s weak, thank goodness, so I shan’t make a fight; but I
swear to you I expect to wake up again to-morrow morning! I’m not afraid
of going out, but I can’t believe it. That’s why people persist in
fabricating a future life. I’ll tell you one thing, George, that’ll
comfort you: death’s only a terrible thing if it comes before you’re
ready, and you’re only ready when you’re worn out. That was the terrible
part of the war.” The leonine head turned with an effort that left him
breathless. “Violet my dear, I bow humbly at the thought of boys like
Jim who were killed before they had time to find the grasshopper a
burden. I can’t believe I shan’t wake up to-morrow, but I don’t want to
. . . here or anywhere. A silly old woman of a parson came here
yesterday. . . . It cost me a hæmorrhage to get rid of him. Good God,
I’ve outgrown _that_ phase! Life eternal. . . . I’m much more interested
in the brief life that is our portion here. I’ve had nigh on a century
of it; and I know less about it than I did when I was born.”
He paused as the nurse came in to say that O’Rane was waiting
downstairs.
“Good of the boy,” he murmured. “Ask him to come up.” Then his eyes
shone with their last gleam of mischief:
“‘_Never seen death yet, Dickie? . . . Well, now is your time to
learn!_’”
5
The fit of coughing that followed caused my uncle to examine himself for
injuries. The nurse made signs to Violet, who slipped noiselessly from
the room; O’Rane came in, and I guided him to the bedside. Bertrand
shook hands with difficulty; and his heavy eyes lightened.
“You’re another of them,” he panted. “Always think of your father when I
see you. I wonder what he’d have made of it all if he’d lived. . . .
George there?”
“I’m here,” I answered, as I pulled a chair to the bedside.
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