To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novelMcKenna, Stephen
History
To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novel
McKenna, Stephen
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
“To marry an Oakleigh and find him a man would be the greatest romance
life could offer,” she laughed.
“Then I’m afraid you must look elsewhere for your romance,” I sighed.
“You can only give out what’s in you. I’m sorry our marriage has been a
failure. I’ve honestly done my best.” . . .
Turning at the door, Barbara came slowly back and kissed me again:
“I know you have. And I’ll do mine. I told you the day poor old Bertrand
died that I’d be your wife, I’d bear you children if I could . . .”
In spite of her kisses, in spite of the strange new light in her eyes, I
had to be told in words that our two years’ tragedy was over:
“My dear one, you said we should be dishonoured if we put anything in
the place of love . . .”
I waited to hear that terrible verdict reversed. Barbara looked at me in
amazement and then gave a single tearless sob. She regained her
composure immediately and walked again to the door.
“You have a good memory, George,” she threw back. “Have you saved that
up for two years? Do you want me to say that I’ve suddenly found you
irresistible? The Oakleighs are very true to their own type.”
5
As the door closed, I saw my last chance being shut from me. The house
was in darkness when I went into the hall; there was no answer when I
called to Barbara, though I could see a light in her room. I came
downstairs again to brood of men, women and Oakleighs.
I tried next day to explain, but Barbara refused with cold courtesy to
understand what I was trying to explain. I had been patient, too
patient; in her turn she was trying to meet me. She was ready to give
anything I asked, if she had it to give; and the false sweetness of her
complaisance was a deadlier bar than any refusal.
“I feel I was ungracious,” I said.
“Ungracious? You?,” she mocked. “I must go now, or I shall be late for
Mr. Wace.”
“Shall I see you after the opening of parliament?”
“But of course! For another eternity! Good-bye.”
The rest of that morning I spent in Fetter Lane, reviewing the
achievements of the peace-administration. The only visible traces of the
war, when I walked down to Westminster, were the cenotaph in Whitehall
and the long army of unemployed that was trying to get past it to the
precincts of parliament. While I waited for the crowd to disperse, I
heard a familiar voice asking my neighbour what was happening.
“Raney! Here, you’d better let me see you home,” I said. “There’s an
appalling mob everywhere.”
“Thanks, I’ve had to acquire a sixth sense,” he answered. “What are you
doing here?”
“Looking on and thinking of that week-end in August when the
Anti-Intervention people pursued me down to Loring Castle. I’ve been
wondering if we shouldn’t have done better to keep out of the war at all
costs.”
“We should have been dishonoured if we’d let Belgium down,” he answered.
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