To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novelMcKenna, Stephen
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To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novel
McKenna, Stephen
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
My earlier whisperings of jealousy were silenced by her utter
forlornness. I did not care whether her thoughts and affection and heart
and soul were his, so long as I could take the look of pain out of her
eyes. I wanted to tell her that I understood and was sorry for her; but
the name had roused her, and she stood up with languid dignity:
“Yes.” . . . She was once again the alert and vigilant hostess of an
hour before. “I thought it would look so terribly rude if he came here
and found no one to receive him. After I’d specially asked him, too,”
she added on a higher note. Then her self-possession returned to her.
“It’s two o’clock. As he hasn’t come now, I suppose . . . he’s not
coming . . . at all.” . . .
4
If “the historian of the future”, whom I have already invoked, have the
microscopic vision and the titanic industry with which his predecessors
credit him, I believe he must find space for a footnote, in brilliant,
to describe our share in forming a critical opposition during the last
four months of the armistice. In the days immediately following the 1918
election, the government had hardly an enemy; in the months after the
peace-treaty was signed, it had hardly a friend. Even before the
_Economic Consequences of the Peace_, even before the mutual
vituperation of the allies, an independent mood of questioning and doubt
succeeded to the hysterical assertions and demands of the mad election.
How far we fostered that mood by means of open propaganda and private
suggestion, how far we made articulate a frame of mind that was already
struggling to express itself, I cannot say; but that the mood became
contagious cannot be challenged. In these first spring days, Barbara’s
circumspect cousin, Lord John Carstairs, avoided our house for fear of
finding himself described as a ‘defeatist’, a friend of the enemy, a
creature of Caillaux or a hireling of Stinnes. By the end of the summer,
an alert opportunist such as Sir Rupert Foreditch sought publicity in
the columns of _Peace_ or opened his campaign by an attack on Seymour
Street because our paper was frank and fearless and because “the
Oakleigh gang”, as we were unflatteringly called, was too important and,
in time, too numerous to be ignored.
On the morrow of the inaugural dinner, Bertrand hunted me out of doors
to study “the great movement of men”, while he plotted with Barbara new
days of keeping me on the run. No reference was made to our pitiful
encounter at the stair-head; but I left a note to say that she was not
to be called, and, when I carried in her breakfast, she looked up—with
the eloquent silence of a dog—to thank me for understanding and to shew
that she too understood. At once, after that, she began to discuss the
party of the night before.
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