“Our young friend,” he said slowly, “has appropriated about all the
rope he needs. All you’ve got to do now is to let him alone.”
XXIII
IT was well on toward evening before Barbara found herself watching
with strained attention for the return of David. Late in the afternoon
she had been visited with tardy contrition, which concerned itself more
particularly with the coldness of her refusal to accompany him. For
the moment she refused to go deeper, and consoled herself with careful
preparation for supper. She would urge David to stay, she told herself;
he would be hungry after the long drive. But at twilight the delicate
biscuit and boiled ham, that David loved, and the yellow squares of
sponge cake and the rich home-made preserves, which he had approved,
were all ready. The small round table was set daintily for three, with
shining silver and napery and the long-cherished pink china.
The sun had set cold and still after a brilliant day of high winds
and flying clouds, and the big yellow moon slowly shouldering itself
from behind the dark woods looked in at her festal preparations like
an inquisitive face. Barbara shivered a little in her loneliness;
then thinking still of the belated merry-makers, she fetched firewood
and kindled a blaze on the hearth. The leaping light flickered over
the waiting table and cast warm, life-like reflections on the dim old
portraits on the wall.
They would surely come soon, she concluded, with a glance at the
tall clock in the corner. But this faithful monitor of dead and
gone generations of Prestons presently became quite intolerable, so
loudly did it proclaim the lagging minutes. There seemed to be vague
stirrings, too, in the shadows, like whispers sunk below the rim of
sound. The painted eyes of father and grandfather, preternaturally wise
in their perpetual mute observance, appeared to be pitying her young
ignorance. They drove her forth at length into the chill of the autumn
moonlight. Down by the stone gateway she could see the empty road
winding away into obscurity on either hand, like a gray ribbon unbound
and flung carelessly across the valley. A faint wind shook gusts of
fragrance from the cone-laden pines, and away off among the orchards a
little brown owl gurgled a mocking defiance to the moon.
She would have said, perhaps, that she was worried because David had
not brought Jimmy home early, as he had promised. The child would
be cold, hungry, tired; his little jacket was too thin; his limbs
unprotected; but beneath these quasi-maternal misgivings lurked a
keener anxiety, a more consuming fear. This it was that held her there,
listening, listening—her whole being an insistent question, which would
not be denied. This clamorous doubt had long been slowly growing in the
mind which lies directly beneath consciousness, stirring now and again,
like a child unborn, to lapse once more into quiescence. To-night,
grown big and lusty, it thrust itself upon her, a full-grown conviction.
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