Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing AmericaSills, Steven David Justin
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Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing America
Sills, Steven David Justin
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coordinated with the usual amount of artful guile and smiles to get her through
life.
She knew a little about the Department of Social Services from firsthand
experience with them when she first moved to Ithaca. It was in a day in
December as cold and merciless as February when she went there. Nathaniel or
Adagio was a newborn at that time. Back then, resigned to the fact that she
needed assistance so that she might continue with her contemplation of life,
she went into the New York Department of Social Services with him in a
bassinet. She discovered how her laser beams went through bullet proof glass
separating the intake workers from the waiting area and seemed to set fire to
the cubicles housing the IM workers.
In her first hour there she considered this agency a demeaning place in all
respects and that she shouldn't be partaking of services here; and yet her
feelings were muted by logic. and Gabriele was, after all, a very logical
person. She told herself that being here with illiterate, drug dependent, and
lethargic characters was not all that different than her work as a staff
psychologist in parole assessment at the state prison. Encountering client
abuse or being in the thickets as one of the worms were just two equally
uncomfortable situations. It was really nothing more than a substitution of one
form of abhorrence for that of another. Examined further, she couldn't see any
difference between being a freeloader and a worker apart from the worker's
obsession to think that his manner of wasting time was respectable. Since they
were the same apart from the means by which they chose to fritter away their
existence-the bums wanting to spend their time getting something and the
workers in producing it--she couldn't see any sense in feeling more abhorrence
from being behind the glass than in front of it. Besides, this experience here
also provided her with a new perspective of what life was like to be one of the
besmirched masses on the opposite side of the fort. Knowing multiple
perspectives made her contemplate the entity like Parmenides and contemplating
the entity brought her more in the realm of truth.
Looking onto it now, she did not think that these clients of hers were any more
or less degrading than collecting food stamps or in having worked as a
counselor in social services. It had only been the need for money that made her
deign to any of this prostitution.
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