Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing AmericaSills, Steven David Justin
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Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing America
Sills, Steven David Justin
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One day he was sitting in the classroom dreading another time of having his
energy subjugated to the mat when out of nowhere came a mathematical question
aimed and moving toward him as an arrow. He felt the sting, fidgeted worse than
ever, perspired heavily, and began to blush. The corollary of looking stupid,
he knew, would be his inevitable smothering within the heavy coats of the
clothes rack for not being able to give an answer. He would be standing with
his nose pressed against a wall while his classmates took their naps. He wanted
to answer the question and yet he couldn't see how he could do this if he
hadn't heard it. He was at a loss and he resented his predicament. He wanted
both to cry and put more holes into the pothole-faced teacher with the aid of
his rarely forsaken tools of rubber bands and quickly manufactured spit wads.
His ethereal dreaminess, moving and emblazoned with the sun, was an
unrecognized form of experience. Experience was knowledge as intangible and
ineffable as daydreams probably were; and yet this dreaminess was being
indicted by Mrs. Dinosaur and usurped by her mathematical abstractions. "I
don't give a flying fuck about numbers" he told her with the honesty Gabriele
extolled and espoused as well as her word choice. His two front teeth were
missing at the time so as he literally spit out the opinion in a lisped and
retarded noise the teacher was stunned to hear profanity of the worse kind not
only coming from a boy that was her pupil but in the tone of Daffy Duck. Words,
wisps of vibrating air, which should have been as fleetingly unreal as any
passing wind, were such indelible things. They couldn't be dropped into one's
shoes like doodled parodies of the teacher that he and his classmates often
exchanged so that they could be perused later in the toilet and flushed away
invisibly with urine and excrement. In ways, an idea in sound permeated another
being immediately and non- retractably like a noxious gas.
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