Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing AmericaSills, Steven David Justin
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Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing America
Sills, Steven David Justin
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"You could put these cookies in packages and sell them," said Nathaniel. "You'd
get more than working here for my stingy old mother." She smiled. She had been
random matter rolling about in empty space moments earlier and now she was put
safely back to earth snapped into society like an instrumental piece of life's
daily puzzle.
"Hispanic Betty, do you think school is like that?"
"What?."
"I mean good for some people and not others."
"So-so. Your madre, Gabriela, may probably kill me for saying it but I think
you're right. I mean you need kid school and teenager school. Nobody should to
be a dummy--but some maybe they find that special thing not in classes. You go
to bed soon?"
"Pronto."
"Pronto. Excelente. Necesitas dormir las horas bastante para tener un dia
grande por la manana. I go to bed now. You do it too after to eat your Betty
cookies."
"Hey, Hispanic Betty, why do you have two names?"
She laughed. "Because of Santa Gabriela. Como se dice? Nickname- -it's a
nickname. Your mother has told you when she comes back?"
"I don't know" the glutton said evasively as he devoured a cookie. "Buenos
noches."
"Buenos noches, Nathaniel."
In the morning Nathaniel took a bus to the facade of the school and then
meandered downtown as obscurely as he could. His virtual friend twenty years
his senior had told him that summer school wasn't "all that important" and
since this reinforced his own ideas about the matter, there was a guilt-ridden
conviction in his movements as he splashed through puddles in effusive kicks of
vexation. Nathaniel, who was less than a decade from the womb, had his mother
as his conscience; and this conscience chastised his every deviation. And yet
it was she who had made herself inaccessible. And when she had the chance to
make it up to him with a summer trip abroad it was she who had departed alone.
For a couple hours in front of a computer he used a joystick as an extension of
the arms of virtual boxers, and the flights of airplane bombers. With it he
could also maneuver entire armies according to his sense of viable strategies
not that his age and turbid thoughts at present could offer much beyond the
contribution of his reflexes. When his body felt stiff he paid, left, and then
lit a cigarette in the back alley. Stealth in front of the back wall of the
internet cafe and computer game arcade and crouched behind a trash barrel, he
tried to release clouds of smoke in various shapes the way in earlier years he
had blown bubbles of various sizes into the air. He coughed as much as he
smoked and the shapes of his smoke were nebulous; but his cigarettes were a
self-taught rebellion in back alleys like this one and lacking male influences
both good and bad maleness was an awkward stumbling of trial and error.
Coughing inordinately, not able to master smoking a cigarette with that
insouciant fortitude and confidence seen in movies, he went into a Ben Franklin
dime store. There he twirled the plastic sunglass rack.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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