Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing AmericaSills, Steven David Justin
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Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing America
Sills, Steven David Justin
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But at 2:30 p.m. she took her usual respite from her creative labors to meet
the man with the unmemorable name at one of the less bourgeois coffee shops,
not within the Starbuck franchise. She knew that in part she came here
regularly not so much because she wanted to understand a Russian man's
mentality or friendship, but to summersault from the diving board of another's
ideas. For it was by this that she could free herself from lonely stagnation
and the frustration of attempting to find genius from within. This sense of
being alive was only possible when two or more were present (action being the
body of all things) and so she came here to spring into life that was only in
consort with another. After sipping her marginally bourgeois coffee gained from
the exploitation of poor South American mountain farmers and their factory
worker counterparts, she showed him a slide that she had taken of her inchoate
work but then interrupted him as he tried to view it against the brightest part
of the shop's light. "Do you think Michael knows you meet me here?" she asked
sheepishly. They had been meeting there for a month without straying away from
issues but now here she was focusing on their friendship like a weak female who
went under the label of a woman. She felt that her question was a petty one
formed by those who could not see themselves beyond their relationships and,
embarrassed by inclinations that lowered her to mere mortals, she had been
barely able to ask her question.
"Do you want him to not know?" he asked.
Her face cringed. "You mean, would I care to keep him from knowing this. Oh, I
don't know." She shook her head indifferently and then smiled. "It isn't an
issue for me -- just wondering."
"It's not, it isn't important for me either. I'm nobody -- just an investor. I
didn't even invest all that much. I only go to his fitness center to lift
weights. I am -- how do you say -- one of his more silent of silent partners;
and I involve myself -- I don't involve myself in his business or his personal
business and hope he isn't involving himself in mine. My life for now is a lot
of books in my graduate studies and not so many dates. "
"Good for you -- I mean for both things" she said. "Women and business might
make a man look good on the outside but it's cancer on the real human being
inside. You don't need a woman."
He was sullen for a moment. "You and I are just friends anyway," he said
irritably and avoided looking into her face.
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