Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing AmericaSills, Steven David Justin
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Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing America
Sills, Steven David Justin
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"I don't want to BE anything. Trick or treating is for kids and I don't want
any of that stuff anymore."
"So, because you didn't make your request, all we have for you is a tacky
sheet. You will be a ghost; and you see that I'm a witch--always have been and
always will be." She ignored his complaint. She knew that a ten year old stood
on the back of his nine year old carcass and that a being's development
involved using all former selves of earlier ages as steps toward these adult
pleasures of lust, greed, movement, and conquest. She knew that condemning the
innate discontent within her son, society, or to some degree within herself
seemed as mad and railing ramblings of a madwoman and so she chose to have no
reaction whatsoever. As an artist she believed that her mission was to thread a
new logical relationship of old ideas or facts if not formulate new ideas
themselves, and to add some flash and color to the ordinary. Whether or not she
was marginally successful at altering perspectives, one thing was certainly not
within her power at all. She could never adjust the base instincts of one's
physiognomy. All she could do with the latter would be to accept it as if it
were the third, dragging leg. Cutting off this limb, with its major artery,
would be certain death if done to another or society at large. Base instincts
were the guardians of the species. Selfishness to suck out the bone marrow of
life, survive, and fulfill one's pleasures were the means by which this species
perpetuated.
"I just want to finish my video game."
"Your brain will do some serious rotting with much more of that shoot and kill
stuff. With this outing only your teeth will rot."
She was reminded of a few weeks ago when she had taken him to a professional
baseball game which Michael had promised to him before this dissolution of
family. She barely managed to acquire tickets by offering to pay exorbitant
sums if the ticket office were able to get them into a couple seats; and yet
this Adagio, Nathaniel, this Mr. Petulant, was saturnine the whole time.
"What's your problem?" she asked as they were leaving the parking lot following
the game. "You shouldn't be the one I go with. You don't even like these
games," he said; and, true as it was, there was nothing for her to do but stuff
the remainder of the hot dog into her mouth and drive home.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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